Originally posted by XPLodER
at this point i have given everything i can and more,
i can not afford to eat and survive, i owe money that i cannot pay to people,
and the stress of being in debt is making my life difficult
i love my ATS friends and wish them well,
i thank the owners and the mods for putting up with my temper tantrums,
and for the laughs we have had together over the years.
i guess this is a sad time for me as i will have to say goodbye to my friends,
my survival in these hard times must be what drives me at this point.
i hope people can learn to love each other,
and that i can succed one day and return to ATS to again be with my friends.
but in the mean time i must find a way to survive these harsh times,
and renew my life so that i may come back stronger than ever
goodbye my friends
my you all live in peace and light
I don't really know why but your post hit me and hit me hard. I truly hope you land on your feet and overcome whatever is holding you back at the moment.
I say this only for the concern I have for a fellow member and if I'm way off base I apologize in advance but this "goodbye"post seemed very different than others have post in the past.
If possible, turn to friends, family, a professional or U2u me if you like, I just feel very concerned for you right now. Again, if I'm off base I apologize, just looking out for a great member of this community.