By the age of 9 years, I had already met members of Reptilian/dinosaurian species, Insectoid type beings, among other more humanoid types. The “praying Mantis” beings came from the Mall World to help me cope with another disease that affected the legs again of this body that hit me around 10 years of age. I was told I would likely never walk again because my step father would not take me to a doctor because he thought I was trying to get attention. (My stories of the beings I met caused concern I think) My mother begged him to take me when she found me crawling up the stairs one day because it caused such extreme pain to walk. He still didn’t believe so he put me on my bike and pushed me down a hill thinking I would quit ‘playing’ and I hit a tree and could not get up. There was a ‘mantis’ hidden behind a bush that let me know all would be OK, so I wasn’t afraid like my mother and family or mad at the abusive nature of the step father.
In the Mall World at that time it was Science of Healing classes that reined and once I grasped it regarding Mind and Matter, I didn’t worry because I knew I would be healed. And I was healed partly by myself, my belief in the Divine healer and Mall World healing classes,, I walked again after a couple of years. During that time I was contacted by my Mentors, teachers and others while I lay outside where my mother would put me daily in the grass. She saw only a crippled child.
My mother would take a big blanket outside spread it on the grass under some trees in the backyard, give me some books, paper, paints and I would spend all day alone, except when my spirit teachers made short appearances. “She” came often, telling me things were going to be fine, and singing to me.
At this time when I went to sleep at night I visited a different part of the Mall World where I was taught energy manipulation. The dreams consisted mostly of playing with balls of light, some colored some extremely White, others dark and muddy looking that where heavier and I knew more dangerous. I became good at ‘juggling’ the energy, and formed circle forts around myself when I was put out on the blanket on the grass. Soon I had a totally recreated Magickal Circle formed in the Ether there, and only realized it strange when I saw in a book later the exact circle I had energetically made, it was a turning point.
Then I met one of my Benefactors in all of this strangeness. I awoke in my ‘dream’ of Mall world and was told to go ‘upstairs’ to meet someone. I leisurely was strolling thru Mall World looking at all of the plants, and people going to and fro busily to their classes. As I headed towards what we would call an escalator type set of stairs I saw this figure in a cape with hood standing at the top next level. No one else seemed to see him as they walked by and then someone walked through him and he disappeared. I got on the ‘escalator’ and was looking around at all the people and I saw him again standing on a higher level looking down at me. The Cape shimmered and flashed even though I saw its color as black and then I saw his face.
It was solid Gold and at first I thought it a mask of some kind or that he was android, as there are robotic beings in Mall World also, but realized he wasn’t Android, but was humanoid. Again, it was as if I was the only one who could see him, and he ‘blinked out’ as before and disappeared. The ride up was long, and I again looked around because this was one of the vantage points where you could see a wide area of this part of the Mall World UU. No one acted like anything was amiss, and kept about there business walking to and from classes.
I had turned my back to the upper level as I was looking down at the people and when I turned around He just Appeared in front of me. His face was made of gold and shown brightly in the sun that came down from the skylights in the ceiling, I had the urge to touch him, but didn’t. I could still feeling the movement of the ‘stairs’ and sort of stepped down to get a better look at his whole body when he bellowed, “ YOU WILL HAVE THE POWER” It startled me a great deal as it was one of those voices that sounded like it was the voice of God himself, and it not only hit ones ears and eardrums, but like an electrical fire raced up and down my spine and I felt it spread throughout my whole body like hot boiling water, but it did not hurt. I knew right then that my whole future depended on what I said, and I stepped up a step closer to him and looked him directly in the eyes ( These were Eyes that KNEW EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU, More than piercing, God Eyes) Making sure I kept my gaze in his eyes I stood erect and in my most forceful voice (felt almost like I screamed it) said,
“ I ALREADY HAVE THE POWER”
next like an explosion throughout Mall World in a flash everything brightened more than it already was, and I looked at his face to see him Smile at me. Then he faded away in a shimmering type light.
By now I was near the next level, and I look around sure everyone had to have seen the episode, but no one did. Everyone went about their business as if nothing had occurred. I stood at the top of the stair/escalator thing looking around for him, but he was gone. I waited to see if he would appear again but he didn’t. A voice of one of my mentors said ‘Good’ and I awoke in my 3D bed here on Earth.
Since that happened I have went over and over all the various interpretations that it could mean, from Jungian, Freudian and all paths in between, only later did I learn what it meant.
We do have the Power, we just don’t believe it is within us like it is in all of it’s fullness.
I am sure many will now proceed to tear this apart and that is OK, I am fine with the jokes, critics and all. Because I know I HAVE THE POWER, and using it isn’t as Harry Potter as many would think, it is more subtle and refined. But this encounter lead me to where I am in life NOW, Knowing that WE CREATE OUR REALITIES, We are The Ones WHO MADE THIS MESS,, So WE not some God or space being from above can correct our mess,,, WE MUST,, because WE HAVE THE POWER TO DO SO.
We AFFECT REALITY BY OBSERVING,, WE HAVE THE POWER TO CHANGE EVERYTHING IF WE WANT TO DO SO. Are enough of us here from Mall World UU to do so NOW? I believe the Time is here NOW. Let’s get to Work.