posted on Mar, 6 2013 @ 07:09 AM
I use to have three phobias but I was able to overcome two of them.
The first was a phobia of knives. I would have panic attacks sitting at the diner table just seeing a knife in someones hand would make me shake and
flee the room. I was able to handle a knife in my own hand but I was always extremely cautious with it and it made me nervous. I forced myself to get
over that phobia but it was a slow process. I use to have dreams of being a young girl watching after my younger brother a blond boy about the age of
10 and has playing with a big knife like a hunting knife. He started running towards me not like he was threatening me or anything just running my
direction with the knife in his hand. He tripped and fell on me and the knife plunged into my chest it took several minutes for me to die. I still
have a fear of knives but it is controllable, not like the phobia it was before. They still make me nervous but I don't have panic attacks anymore.
The second one was a phobia of things around my neck. I felt like I couldn't breath and had a pressure across the front of my throat. During a past
life regression session I saw myself in France. I was dirty and in a basement with about 10 others some were shackled to walls or support beams,
others were loose but all were weak from starvation. Their cloths were dirty and torn but I could tell they had once been very nice clothing. I knew
we were all upper middle class not rich but well off. soon three men came and lead me and 3 women and 1 man up the stairs and down the street to a
platform that held a guillotine. I remember feeling numb and even though I knew I was about to die I wasn't scared I felt nothing. I was forced to
kneel and when they leaned me over and clamped my neck in the wooden piece the pressure from trying to keep my balance was all on the front of the
throat. After that session when ever I have something around my neck I remember that and I am able to work past it and not panic. I can even wear
chokers now for a few hours without much problem. They still give me the feeling of pressure on my throat but I can breath and I don't panic.
The third one I still have no clue what causes it and it still throws me into a bad panic attack.. I can't handle anything in my face. It doesn't
matter what it is, a person too close to my face, a pillow or blanket, or any big object, I can't breath, I feel like I am suffocating and I panic.