reply to post by ABeing
The experience you describe sounds very similar to what I have been experiencing. I too was at a low point you could say. I would describe myself then
as "falling back asleep," so to speak. Fortunately, some circumstances in my life led me to some revelations that launched my mind into space.
Suddenly everything came together all at once, I was cleared of all this confusion that I had. It was like I leveled up, or was upgraded. My thoughts
were very clear and fluid.
I started practicing sacred geometry and began having visions of complex patterns as well as other imagery. I began writing down my thoughts and found
that I was answering any question that came to mind without an explanation for how I obtained it.
I've felt before like maybe I'm losing my mind as I'm not a superstitious person, or one that justifies everything with god or magic, but the more
I try to deny it, the more convinced I become that fact is indeed stranger than fiction. It's all of the things that buddhist monks have been saying
all along: Oneness, duality, vibration, etc.
I first began having these experiences back in November of 2012. It was before the famous "12/21/12" date, however what I have gathered is that this
"shift" takes place on an individual level so different people will experience a shift at different times, 2012 was simply a reference point.
This shift is also not what many thought it would be. It's not an instant transition into the 5th dimension or anything outrageous like that, but
it's simply a shift of awareness, a shift of perception or perspective and that is exactly what I have experienced as I can see you have too.
If this is what insanity feels like then I'm not sure I want to be sane as I've never felt this amazing in this life. I was at my job the other day,
which is retail so it's not very conducive to positive energy and all of a sudden I felt this surge of energy, this intense feeling of euphoria. The
phrase, "You are becoming more sensitive to the energies," kept going through my mind.
Anyways, these and many more experiences are what brought me to this site. It's my only current outlet for this subject matter.