posted on Feb, 27 2013 @ 09:58 PM
So there is this woman, I am way into her, she knows this, her family and friends know this. The only person who seems not to know is her boyfriend,
who I am cool with, actually the Guy genuinely likes me. She always teases me about him having a huge 'bromance' for me. Rewind a couple years and he
wasn't in the picture he was off in Afghanistan, and at the time even though I liked this girl I wasn't certain of how strong my feelings for her were
nor did I feel like I knew her well enough at the time to tell her.
So I tell her, she confides some things to me, and pretty much once the dust settles nothing changes except we may talk more often. I find myself
hoping that when I see her she'll look worse. Or maybe she'll say something that will mess it up, or she'll break my confidence. Not that I really
want that to happen but I need a reason to stop liking her, stop wanting her, stop needing to communicate with her. In a way she's good for me, helps
me look at the bright side and take things lightly, and she's a very genuine fun happy person that balances me out. Truth is she's not going to change
or really dissapoint me. Problem is I'm putting off chances at a real relationship waiting for her because in essence I'm holding this torch and it
doesn't feel right to start a relationship with someone else knowing she has my heart. So how do I put down this torch?
edit on 27-2-2013 by
ISHAMAGI because: (no reason given)