posted on Feb, 25 2013 @ 06:18 AM
Yes. Definately. I've done lots, experienced lots, lived my dreams, and then some.
One thing I noticed is that I am not afraid of death, and that sometimes I think I almost wish for it- when I am tired, for example, I think, "This
would be a nice moment to just turn the lights off and stop being."
It spurred me to wonder- people that block themselves from achieving and experiencing their dreams, maybe they do so because a part of them worries
that they would lose their fear of death..?
That came to mind yesterday, when talking with a friend about my husband getting a very big promotion, which will pretty much makes us rich now. She
said, "I'd be afraid my husband would leave me if that happened to him!"
I imagined her subtly undermining his confidence so he would never go after such a very high paid position, so she could feel secure with him. (don't
know if she does, do know her hubby is currently unemployed though....)
Then I had this flash of ones mind and body... like a husband and wife, both afraid of the other getting too powerful and dominating, or losing touch
with them, and subtly holding each other back, to be sure to stay together.......
....and I thought, trust changes the whole thing, doesn't it???