posted on Feb, 24 2013 @ 08:04 AM
reply to post by newincubus
I don't think that I need to change the direction of my life. I take it one day at a time, and I'm not really looking for any new opportunity to
find a bigger and better job. I find that money is the route of all evil and I try not to concern myself with this world's "temptations."
Materialism is only temporary. Afterlife is for eternity.
I have a wonderful fiancee who loves me for who I am and treats me with the utmost respect. Took me forever to find a proper mate, but I prayed and I
received. Love isn't really what needs to change.
Faith is a little shaky. I just started reading The Bible after months of asking God whether or not I should start. After reading how it's "not a
reliable source," I wasn't really sure. Now I am mostly
sure it's a reliable source.
Notice how I said mostly...there's still some issues I'm trying to work out. Such as fear of going to hell or coming back to Earth after I am
finished with this life. Basically the same thing in my mind.
It is possible that my dreams are trying to urge me to change the way I feel about my faith, but I'm not exactly sure. With the roads being present
in both my dreams, it is very likely. Also, me praying to God in my second dream...
It is possibly a combination of both me having to conquer my fears, and trying to stabilize my faith.
Thank you so much for your deep insight!