posted on Feb, 24 2013 @ 01:34 AM
Originally posted by frenzy4444
reply to post by hawkiye
Never give up guys
Too late. I already have, a long time ago.
I have seen it coming a long way off. I have had that feeling in the back of my mind that this was coming for over 15 years. My mom could see it
coming long before me. She was literally irate about things they were doing. I thought she was over reacting, but I finally started to see it falling
into place myself.
The only thing I still tentatively hold onto hope for, is that there is enough people in the right places to put their foot down and do the right
thing, after it all falls apart.
If there is one thing I can be thankful for, she doesn’t have to live through this. As much as I hated to lose my mom, I think in the long run that
it is better that she will never have to live through the hell of her worst fears coming true at the end of her long life.
So I have prepared as best I can. And I am ready as I can be for what is coming. If I live, or if I die in the coming conflict, so be it. I have
already accepted the fact. I no longer worry about it any more. Worrying just makes yourself sick.
And remember, I take after my mom. So if open conflict ever does start, and they do come my way. They are going to have one hell of a fight on their
hands. She did not raise me to take things laying down.
There is an irony in it though. My dad, my granddads, my uncles, and even my sister have served in the armed forces. I decided no to do that when I
was growing up. Kind of the odd one out. But it looks like there is a high probability that I won’t have to join the army to go to war. The war is
going to come to me.
I have no fears, I have no reservations, I am just waiting for the party to get started.