i hope that you have found a way to at least turn down the volume on all of this. i had a similar experience. i felt like i was constantly being
tested. being put in situations where i would visually see an angel or demon and i had to make the choice of what road i would go down or who i would
listen to. i am positive that there was something in my eye. i even had other people look at my eye and be able to see the spot i was talking about.
and my brain was so tired all of the time. and i would have weird energy transfers and pops and sounds inside of my body. it was totally crazy. i
thought i was going nuts.
but then i decided that if i am going crazy then i am going to make it the most positive crazy that it can be. i started taking neuro boosters, lots
of vitamins, eating a more raw diet, doing specific yoga videos for releasing energy blocks, and i started meditating. this was a big change for me
because i was totally not a woo woo or spiritual person. but i figured, if im going to be constantly seeing angels and demons when i dont even believe
in them, im going to fight back with some Buddhist #. i call it brain magic. learning about the conscious, sub conscious, and unconscious mind was
very beneficial. i ended up taking what could be a curse and turning it into a super power. whenever i am presented with a vision or an entity i
listen and then if its something im not down with i say out loud and in a very strong voice, "i dont believe in that. that is not my reality" . and
then i focus in my imagination and build my own reality. if they give me the choice of only angels or demons, i say "i dont believe in that. my
reality is love and light and has no room for judgement." then i sit with that thought, ignoring all other sounds or visions. sometimes i even write
down the words or draw a picture and i stare at it to keep focus. its been an amazing transformation. and its actually improved my life. you can build
your own reality, but it takes a lot of letting go of old belief systems and you have to think for yourself and fill your brain with your own ethics
instead of what you find on the internet or on tv. unplug yourself and re write the program.
we can sit and debate what reality is all day long. but in the end what does that change? nothing. or we can look in the mirror and say, "ok this is
my reality. i might be crazy. or i might have an alien implant." if medication wont help, then maybe a changed mindset will. i personally believe
medication intensifies it. but at least for me, the more in tune i got with nature and the more i moved toward the idea that everything was ruled by
unconditional love, the more i felt at ease. i still sometimes feel like the implant might want my vision to wander, but instead of fighting it, i
treat it like im a parent. i seriously talk to my eye like its a little kid sometimes. and it helps. the best way to train a child is not punishment,
fear, or judgement. the best results come from seeing love and light in all things. even in the shadows. know that you have an inner human light that
can never be duplicated or taken. it is stronger than any force human or alien. we are like human batteries. try doing some guided meditations to see
the strength of your core power. your heart and your brain are both power sources. take care of them and they will take care of you.
i think the point that i have found to be helpful is, i think to myself, "ok, lets say aleins have contacted me. lets say they did put a chip in my
eye and brain and probably computer. well, now im being monitored. so, i m going to throw them for a loop and show them that i have an evolved
consciousness. i am going to meet every challenge with unconditional love. and my mission, first and foremost is to be the most loving human i can be.
that is my mission and no one else can tell me different. its not a fight. thats just how it is."
train your brain. meditate. spend time looking up info on the way your brain works. focus on how to actively rewire the hardware on a human level.
always choose love and always choose life. then no matter what game you are playing, you will always win.
edit on 22-12-2014 by compassioniskey
because: additional information about my technique for creating my own reality was added