posted on Feb, 22 2013 @ 08:19 AM
I just can't seem to understand it at all. I go to bed with enough time to get around seven hours, maybe more some nights. I mean, I can't help it
if I fall below the seven hour mark when it comes to sleep now and again. Sometimes there's just not enough time for a full night's sleep but it's
not like I make those times frequent or anything.
I just can't seem to control my energy levels lately. I don't know what's wrong with me to be honest. I'm trying to eat right so it can't be my
diet that's holding me back. I just wake up every morning no matter how much sleep I've gotten and then have troubles staying awake throughout the
day. It's come to the point where I need an energy drink or Mountain Dew, any other high caffeine beverage really (except for coffee, it messes with
my heart ) and it's like I NEED them to make it through. Even if it's an activity I enjoy, I just can't seem to focus upon it anymore. It's like
all I can think about is when I get to go back to bed in the night.
No, I'm not depressed or at least I don't think I am so I don't think that's it either. I'm only twenty so I should still have more energy than
this, right? Am I just beginning to experience the wonders of getting older? If this is how it's going to be, I want off the crazy train.