Love is the key that unlocks the door to the ultimate reality. ~MLK
Originally posted by pgobbs2277
Right, and because you didn't finish reading my post or any of the necessary replies, I have to hold your hand during this part.
I haven't seen Carissa on stickam in YEARS. That's the "went live" part, secondly, that's what most of this is, a recount of the past years, finally divulging a conspiracy I kept just to myself for so long (and a few others).
If you DID indeed continue the rest of my post or any of the replies, you would have seen that I have been moved on essentially, and just trying to conclude this whole thing properly, one of those methods being in fact posting here as an outlet and a finale of sorts.
I did at the end say, which you didn't bother to read, you reply without bothering to read the whole thing.
Or any replies.
Oh god, not with the Crazy term again. the term crazy is ENOUGH to drive a sane person Crazy. Hearing the word so many times, I'm desensitized to it. It's just a random assortment of silly sounding letters that really mean nothing, and I mean this to the utmost.
None of you are sane, none of US are sane. You have *some* stability, you have *some* comfort, but if you were to ever really tap into yourselves, you'd find you are not sane whatsoever. "Crazy" and "sane" are just guidelines you find suitable for yourself to describe and categorize those you encounter.
Leave me alone, poster. Don't neglect to read my entire post and the following replies and then try to give me advice.
For the last time, this is a RECOUNT.
I am FULL and ready to move on from this. I don't even have feelings of obsession, if I ever did, I don't know. I, more, have feelings of, I'd like to get this off my chest and move on.
Like you're suggesting. And that's WHY I'm posting it. I didn't and wouldn't dare post this in the midst of any involvement in it, for these exact reasons.
Your post is sincere enough that it deserves a response, but shallow enough that it deserves some correction.
Originally posted by pgobbs2277
Funny, I guess that's it.
How come the second post allowed for so much more text? Seemingly at least 10 times more.
(not to mention, I've been finalizing this whole thing for a long time anyway. The only reason I've written her recently was to, I don't know... I don't know really... probably just due to being so used to this cycle.)
Originally posted by MagicWand67
I would like to offer an apology for calling you crazy and I will suggest a different point of view to what the OP is actually experiencing. I think this is a type of epiphany or a sort of religious experience. Synchronicity is the term most commonly used.
Except, OP you're mistaking this girl as the entity reaching out to you. It is not Carissa or Zelda who is trying to speak to you. It is, for lack of a better word, God. It is Mother nature. It is the Universe.
The synchronicity and seeing faces, hearing voices is the Universe itself making contact with your spirit. God exists in all things and that is why you will always be reminded of that which you most desire. Once you understand and acknowledge that God loves you and is trying to reach out to you. You can find your inner peace again.
I am not talking about the christian God or any other organized religion that has, over time, corrupted the true nature and essence of the meaning behind the holy spirit.
I do understand what you are going through though. It can drive you mad if you let it. Try to remain grounded and focus on your personal life, spiritual growth and self improvement. When the time is right you will meet her again. But she will have a different face and a different body. The holy spirit moves like the oceans and whispers in the wind. She/he/it is everywhere and will always be with you.
Use your connection to help guide you. Know that you are special and that not everyone is able to perceive these messengers of faith. You have been visited by the angels. Do not waste the opportunity you've been given by obsessing your affection on this one girl. This is a new road and you have a new guide to help you find your way.
Perhaps try finding guidance in spiritual and religious books. The Bible, the Qur'an, teachings of Buddha. The Vedas or any other source you prefer. I enjoy using the Tarot, the I-Ching or Viking Rune stones to seek spiritual guidance. Music and art also has a very powerful connection with the Universe and the holy spirit.
You are now able to tap into the river of knowledge that flows above the heads of all humanity. The amount of time and the ability to tap into that resource are not known or guaranteed. Don't squander your chance to access this divine gift of insight and wisdom. And use this opportunity to better yourself and perhaps all of mankind.
Seek knowledge, hone your skills and you can be all that you want to be and more. Remain a peaceful and humble servant of God and you will be rewarded. It's all about the journey, not the destination.
Peace be with you. Via con Dios
Originally posted by SheopleNation
reply to post by pgobbs2277
Bro, I can't believe after all this you then post on her Youtube page??? I am beginning to believe my original assumptions that you're a madman, but I want to help you from destroying yourself. Leave this poor Girl alone my friend! Just move on, done, end of story.
Listen to me, You are at a complete loss, and you need to listen to what many of us are telling you. I realize this must be causing you a lot of stress upon your shoulders, but just imagine how much stress this entire circus side show is causing her as well?
#ing Zelda? That game was around 20 years ago! She wasn't even born yet bro!
You foolish mortal, why would you bring this World full of cruel jackals into your life or her's? Why? Unless this is some sort of hoax? If not, I feel really bad for you and I hope you get over this yesterday, and just leave that Gal alone. Get on with your life my friend, I can tell that you're not a bad person. Nothing here to see, life goes on.
Listen, This is all I am gonna say about this anymore. Ask one of the ATS website owners to delete this entire thread on grounds of you possibly being prosecuted for stalking or the fact that you do not want to cause her anymore stress, ok?
Or at the very least, just in the name of a good nights sleep for both her and you as well. Very god people control ATS, just discuss the issue with them. Don't do anything stupid, cause tomorrow is another day. Best wishes. ~$heopleNation
edit on 21-2-2013 by SheopleNation because: TypO