posted on Feb, 20 2013 @ 04:52 PM
I would like to offer an apology for calling you crazy and I will suggest a different point of view to what the OP is actually experiencing. I think
this is a type of epiphany or a sort of religious experience. Synchronicity is the term most commonly used.
Except, OP you're mistaking this girl as the entity reaching out to you. It is not Carissa or Zelda who is trying to speak to you. It is, for lack of
a better word, God. It is Mother nature. It is the Universe.
The synchronicity and seeing faces, hearing voices is the Universe itself making contact with your spirit. God exists in all things and that is why
you will always be reminded of that which you most desire. Once you understand and acknowledge that God loves you and is trying to reach out to you.
You can find your inner peace again.
I am not talking about the christian God or any other organized religion that has, over time, corrupted the true nature and essence of the meaning
behind the holy spirit.
I do understand what you are going through though. It can drive you mad if you let it. Try to remain grounded and focus on your personal life,
spiritual growth and self improvement. When the time is right you will meet her again. But she will have a different face and a different body. The
holy spirit moves like the oceans and whispers in the wind. She/he/it is everywhere and will always be with you.
Use your connection to help guide you. Know that you are special and that not everyone is able to perceive these messengers of faith. You have been
visited by the angels. Do not waste the opportunity you've been given by obsessing your affection on this one girl. This is a new road and you have a
new guide to help you find your way.
Perhaps try finding guidance in spiritual and religious books. The Bible, the Qur'an, teachings of Buddha. The Vedas or any other source you prefer.
I enjoy using the Tarot, the I-Ching or Viking Rune stones to seek spiritual guidance. Music and art also has a very powerful connection with the
Universe and the holy spirit.
You are now able to tap into the river of knowledge that flows above the heads of all humanity. The amount of time and the ability to tap into that
resource are not known or guaranteed. Don't squander your chance to access this divine gift of insight and wisdom. And use this opportunity to better
yourself and perhaps all of mankind.
Seek knowledge, hone your skills and you can be all that you want to be and more. Remain a peaceful and humble servant of God and you will be
rewarded. It's all about the journey, not the destination.
Peace be with you. Via con Dios