...dread partially floods my mind in knowing that at some point soon I will once again shackle myself with these burdens of my weekday world.
Never again... I quit that world a long time ago. Dirt, disease, starvation, even death was preferable to selling my soul for one_more_day_.
He who gains the whole world and loses his soul has gained nothing.
Or something like that.
Thats how you know, it eats at you...