reply to post by masta12d
And i get that, I understand the frustration, and the fear and the omg, i have another bill to pay?
But i also get that we don't really have it as bad as other places, the old saying "it could be worse" pops into my head. And it's true, and it
doesn't mean that some days I don't wanna just quit, i do, this week i've had off from work, due to my children being home from school all week,
but I don't think I'm going back anytime soon, All week has been spent fighting with my health insurance.. They dropped my doctor, left me high and
dry and now I'm struggling just to walk, never mind deal with the day to day of my life.. Will I get paid, yes, i have a lot of time off to use, and
I'll probably forgo a vacation and use it, do I have to worry that in the end my health insurance *won't* take care of me, no, they will cave, and I
will be fine, but going through it, is like walking through the gates of hell, and ending up in the 50th level of the abyss, it seems hopeless.
Hell I had to do a second job to keep up with the girls bills, insurance only pays so much, at least that job I enjoy and can do from home or wherever
on my laptop, all I need is my wacom and my copy of Lightwave and i'm good to go.
Do I wish there was an easy way out of all this, hell yes.. Do I know better, yeah.. common sense kicks in and that's the end of that, but I know if
I keep fighting the good fight, and keep the pressure on, someday my voice will have a difference, and that's all that matters.
Reminds me of the reason that Serge was trying to save the world in The Core, he wasn't doing it for the whole population, he was trying to do it for
3, his children. And that's why I try to do things, legally and lawfully and try to effect change wherever I can within the system, for 2.