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Originally posted by prjct
reply to post by Itisnowagain
I have been reading deeply the past few days about awareness and your post is timely……is awareness possibly the long lost "secret"…..it has been entertaining to consciously be aware of myself…..observing "me"…….it's a fun "exercise"…..reminding me of the soccer ball we're asked to imagine and once we do it's always there……
Hmmmmmmm
The biggest problem has been the clear separation between mind and body that they "invented", which has led us to the clear separation between hard science and "non-hard science", aka social sciences.
reply to post by Mountainmeg
I had a chance to think about this (no pun intended) when someone asked me how I was able to answer so many random questions about what I did for a living. (I was a tax accountant) I have a great mind for trivia, but larger thought seems to overwhelm me. But, I was able to describe my thought process when recalling a fact or explaining a concept.
Imagine an infinitely large table full of Rolodex files. As I search for the particular answer I'm looking for, the table shifts and the Rolodex files shuffle. Remembering a section of a textbook takes me to the particular area of tax law I'm seeking. That leads me to a paragraph of a publication I read. That takes me to a snippet of lecture I attended which sends me to the section of code I need. This information tells me exactly where I can pull my reference guide and show the questioner the answer.
Larger issues such as "why am I here", "is there a God", "what is the meaning of existence" tend to get worked out while I talk to myself in the car. No clue where I'm accessing those ideas.
When my thoughts are purposeful (focused on work, chatting with others, worrying about family, my bills...) I think in a straight line. 1. Problem, 2. Think on what I need to do to arrive at a solution, and 3. Think on what the solution would mean to all concerned.
However, when my mind is free of the concerns of reality, I am of two minds. I involuntarily daydream scenarios where I'm the bad guy, then suddenly switch to being the hero. Hopefully this simply means that I'm human. I imagine a drop-dead-gorgeous woman that I ache to know intimately, yet know that she would have nothing to do with me. So, I kidnap her, and just as I'm about to partake of her, my mind clicks over to the good guy, and the bad guy becomes someone else. Then I save her in a way that is nothing short of heroic.
Other times I'm flying a futuristic plane that sprays a deadly poison that only kills humans. I do this in order to reduce the population, and then I'm frantically handing out the antidote in order to save as many as I can.
Thought is an 'appearance' that comes and goes, as you say - it comes when it wants. So how can you believe that it is you that is thinking?
I think everything I think, someone thought before me.
Originally posted by LesMisanthrope
reply to post by Stormdancer777
I think everything I think, someone thought before me.
On the contrary my dear friend! Everything you think, though it may be similar to the thoughts of others, is done through your perspective and fostered in the the environment of your own memories—all of them, every single one you could ever remember. Your thoughts are entirely unique. There is nothing else like them.
Do you believe you are the content of your mind? 'Mind' is really only the thought that is appearing presently - no one has ever experienced 'mind' - 'mind' is just a word that describes something no one has ever seen. A thought appears and moves and changes to another thought - in humans there is not much space between them.
In a moment of silence the senses are keenly aware. The moment of silence is the space between thought, a gap. Awareness is silently watching the appearances appear - the appearance can appear as a thought.
A thought is content. Awareness is the container. Thought is like a picture appearing on a screen - no thought/picture can appear without the screen of awareness being present. Underneath the picture/thought awareness is hiding (in the plain act of seeing (and knowing) - the truth is hidden in plain sight).
You cannot silence yourself. You are silence 'itself'. To discover 'self' all content must be seen as 'not me'.
Neti, neti - not this, not this. You are what never appears. You are the awareness of what is appearing.
You are awareness. You are the aware space in which all appearances appear - thought is just an appearance.
The question is what is really happening when you are not thinking, are you really here or there, is consciousnesses just inhabiting form, and were is your consciousness when it isn't self-aware?
Originally posted by LesMisanthrope
It seems as though thought comes when it wants to and not when I want it. It arrives as a torrential river and a chaotic melody of memory and sensual experience. Only through focus can I recognize myself in it, and attempt to fish from it certain ideas.
I've never heard this before in my life. Both good and bad guy? I wonder if this helps you psychoanalyze people by understanding both aspects. I might have to try that....
When focusing, what did you recognize as yourself?
Originally posted by LesMisanthrope
reply to post by Stormdancer777
The question is what is really happening when you are not thinking, are you really here or there, is consciousnesses just inhabiting form, and were is your consciousness when it isn't self-aware?
Look at the dream. When one is unconscious, thinking still happens, except it isn't very grounded or connected to sensual experienced. Thinking stops happening when the brain is no longer.
'Consciousness' is an appearance of something being conscious. Appearances cannot be conscious of themselves. I know others treat consciousness as if it was something, but it really isn't.