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This topic scares me.
Quite often, I believe that all people are a gray area. All people have different amounts of good and evil in them... and it's true.
But the thought of demon possession isn't something I'm entirely ready to face. Why?
I've seen more evidence of it than I have any other supernatural and/or religious idea.
I had a friend recently who got possessed, and she and I got into a serious altercation when she was "possessed." She was naturally the
attention-seeker type. So, a lot of times, I would suspect that she'd have these mental episodes merely for attention, like a lot of things she
But the thing that really turned me to this idea was how very different she was when she'd have these episodes. She would say things that were
entirely opposite from her girlish personality. "THE WEAK MUST DIE!" etc. Things that she'd never
But the scariest thing about it was this; she'd know certain things before anyone told her.
She once told me that she had a feeling I was going to choose another of our friends over her, and move in with him.
It was true. My fiance and I were planning a room mate agreement with another friend, but we hadn't told anybody
. Not a soul.
There was no way
she could have known about it.
She told me she couldn't get my face and my other friend's face out of her head.
Just after she told me this, she had another episode, and she'd frantically flip back and fourth between a dry, weird laughter, and sobbing out of
She had a reputation for having a "sixth sense" for reading people's emotions and intentions.
And she once told me that I had something in me that was the scariest thing she'd ever seen or felt. She saw a demon in my eyes.
I only personally experienced demonic possession (that I know of) once before, a couple years ago. But, I look at it as more of an angry episode
rather than a possession.
The reason I now call it a possession is because I examined my behavior during the event, and I compared it to my friend's.
When my friend would have her possession episodes, I would feel a sudden rush, some really odd sense of adrenaline that I never usually feel. I also
get a very powerful, mad desire to laugh, and when she's having a possession fit, it seems funny to me... not actually
funny, but I want to
laugh at her, just because she's suffering. I also get the desire to hit her and attack her.
I am NOT that kind of person... not thoroughly.
The strange feelings I experience when she has her episodes really scares me.
So... no. I haven't faced my demons.
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