Greetings!

I've been on this spiritual path for about 2 years, full force and I can say it has completely change my life around. I have gotten to this point pretty much all on my own, with influences from Alan Watts, Anthony De Mello, Thomas Cambell, also by reading other peoples experiences with spirituality and awakening, meditating, experimenting with sounds, drugs ect ect.

During this path I've experience a myriad of synchronicity and some of them would be huge leap to say it was a coincidence for example I was pondering on this thought for a couple of days and then one night I decided to go to the book store then for some reason this book called Frequency by Penny Pierce just stood out and I randomly open a page and the very first line I read contained my answer.

There are 2 ongoing synchronicity that I would like to share and hope someone can explain or share with there experiences. One of them is when I'm driving a night or going for a jog I can always rely on one streetlight dimming out. It's very strange and sometimes it can be any type of light but it always goes out, what's funny about it it doesn't happen when I'm thinking about it going out, it comes about when I'm in deep thought about something and then boom a light will go out. The other synchronicity happens when I have a "aha" moment and I usually hear something clicking or cracking, if I'm in my house I would hear my monitor screen or the walls crack, I understand this is very common to hear that especially when something is cooling off or heating up but I find it odd that 90% of my aha moments is accompanied with a clicking crack sound.

Now this on-going experience I'm really stumped on and hoping someone can help me with it. During meditation or in some type form of deep concentration I "always" feel this pulsing vibrating sensation which feels about the size of a golf ball, that most of the time generates at the third eye region. This pulsing sensation is completely controlled from my own intentions, I can literally move anywhere in my body and I mediate on it I can hear a buzzing /ringing sound and if I were to get hurt anywhere then that pulsing appears and I control it from there on. If I move it to a chakra center it opens it up with ease, it also eases pain and relieves headaches and it's been awhile since I've had a headache and I before "awakening" I used to suffer from a weekly migraine. But I still don't know what it is, what should I do with it, can I grow it be something else with practice or if it means anything. One reiki practitioner suggested that it means I have an unopened gift.

Perhaps I should visit a Dr. or a scientist and have them run experiments and study me and validate this phenomenon. It's easily repeatable and controlled and hopefully someone can come up with a way to observe it besides me. I am hoping someone can share there thoughts or experiences with this strange phenomenon.

Thanks for reading.

Yes, God.

There have been times where I have believed that I create reality. I'd watch the world and know that I am one with all and that everything is a reaction to a unified beingness that I am. While it's not through conscious choice that I dictate the activities of others, but their actions are a reaction, an emanation, from my innermost beingness. So I, as an individual, am not in control, but I am absolutely free, even from my own control. And by allowing others their freedom, I am able to see that the choices they make are the choices I am unconsciously making because we are the same undifferentiated being.

Do you ever feel a sensation around the crown of your head, and it is a tingling, orgasmic feeling?
does this feeling happen to you timed with the other synchronicites?

Sometimes yes. More so it happens in my aha moments, it almost feels like shock similar to when you get startled, I have notice this. Other times like the streetlamp phenomenon, no, I try not to acknowledge it, I just let it happen and be part of my daily life and it has now. Now that I'm thinking about I'm going to try really hard to video this phenomenon.

you say you are controlling the pulsation as in you can do it with intent, instead of directing it there while thinking about it with language saying to it "move here or there." As in a natural phenomenon instead of an artificial experience. As in you can "believe-power"; (like a charging mana bar in a video game) this phenomenon and control it via thought; either counciously and/or subcounciously.

I'm starting to begin that this is a natural phenomenon, if happens to me why wouldn't happen to anyone else? I'm not more special than anyone else. The only thing that comes to mind is that I'm more aware and less attached to standard model of society thinking than the average person and that's why I think this pulsing phenomenon happens to me. I'm really trying hard to figure out what is the purpose of it, there must be a reason why it's there.

I really want some lab run experiments on me, I think I would be the perfect candidate. I'm healthy, single, have lot of time and eager to learn what this phenomenon is. As far as my own research, there isn't any medical or scientific explanation of this or even people that are having the same experiences.

by the way if you ever end up in the situation where you think spirits or god things are giving you divine signs remember to "Test the spirits." I accept that there may be things beyond our perception of reality but make sure whatever gives or makes a synchronicity happen is on your side and is Benevolent instead of Malevolent.
you have to make sure that you dont fall prey to false perception, and deception.

as in your synchronicities must give you signs to knowledge and the emotional value of love added with it,
and never push you into fear-based ideology or evil intentions.

It is my understanding that it isn't anything divine, it is a way the universe responding to my awareness as I keep progressing into this and I'm only 2 years into this way of thinking and living. Early on, because of pre conceived notions of angels and demons, I use to be fearful of demons and attracting that type of energy in my life. Now I don't fear negative energy, mostly everything I do especially when it comes to consciousness comes with the intent of highest good (based on my understanding). I honestly want to love more and give more of myself to humanity, this is the reality I choose to shift too.

Thank you for your contribution.

Originally posted by samaka

Do you ever feel a sensation around the crown of your head, and it is a tingling, orgasmic feeling?
does this feeling happen to you timed with the other synchronicites?

Sometimes yes. More so it happens in my aha moments, it almost feels like shock similar to when you get startled, I have notice this. Other times like the streetlamp phenomenon, no, I try not to acknowledge it, I just let it happen and be part of my daily life and it has now. Now that I'm thinking about I'm going to try really hard to video this phenomenon.

you say you are controlling the pulsation as in you can do it with intent, instead of directing it there while thinking about it with language saying to it "move here or there." As in a natural phenomenon instead of an artificial experience. As in you can "believe-power"; (like a charging mana bar in a video game) this phenomenon and control it via thought; either counciously and/or subcounciously.

I'm starting to begin that this is a natural phenomenon, if happens to me why wouldn't happen to anyone else? I'm not more special than anyone else. The only thing that comes to mind is that I'm more aware and less attached to standard model of society thinking than the average person and that's why I think this pulsing phenomenon happens to me. I'm really trying hard to figure out what is the purpose of it, there must be a reason why it's there.

I really want some lab run experiments on me, I think I would be the perfect candidate. I'm healthy, single, have lot of time and eager to learn what this phenomenon is. As far as my own research, there isn't any medical or scientific explanation of this or even people that are having the same experiences.

by the way if you ever end up in the situation where you think spirits or god things are giving you divine signs remember to "Test the spirits." I accept that there may be things beyond our perception of reality but make sure whatever gives or makes a synchronicity happen is on your side and is Benevolent instead of Malevolent.
you have to make sure that you dont fall prey to false perception, and deception.

as in your synchronicities must give you signs to knowledge and the emotional value of love added with it,
and never push you into fear-based ideology or evil intentions.

It is my understanding that it isn't anything divine, it is a way the universe responding to my awareness as I keep progressing into this and I'm only 2 years into this way of thinking and living. Early on, because of pre conceived notions of angels and demons, I use to be fearful of demons and attracting that type of energy in my life. Now I don't fear negative energy, mostly everything I do especially when it comes to consciousness comes with the intent of highest good (based on my understanding). I honestly want to love more and give more of myself to humanity, this is the reality I choose to shift too.

Thank you for your contribution.

you are on the right path in my eyes; I like to say "the World around you is your bible.".
as in you read into everything in your life all of your synchronicities and events in your life and add them all up together.

although i dont really believe you will want to be some kind of expiremental lab rat.

Originally posted by smithjustinb
There have been times where I have believed that I create reality. I'd watch the world and know that I am one with all and that everything is a reaction to a unified beingness that I am. While it's not through conscious choice that I dictate the activities of others, but their actions are a reaction, an emanation, from my innermost beingness. So I, as an individual, am not in control, but I am absolutely free, even from my own control. And by allowing others their freedom, I am able to see that the choices they make are the choices I am unconsciously making because we are the same undifferentiated being.

not uncounciously; Subcounciously.
as in they say we use 10% of our brains.
but when someone does acid or something they use more% of their brain, and their subcouncious kicks in.

in my eyes we are of god, or one with god.
i call the universe god, and to me god=thought.
they say we are counciousness conductors and that the substance of the Universe is counciousness.

I'd watch the world and know that I am one with all and that everything is a reaction to a unified beingness that I am

somebody once told me:
I am what I am but i am the voice of *point up.* that I am.