There i was, surounded by sheer darkness.
A stairway in front of me, and to where it led, light came down.
Although noone was seen, i knew and felt the presence of someone at the other end of the stairs.
Without speaking we communicated, if i choose to go, there would be no way back.
It meant to leave everything behind, with an absolute yes i went up the stairs.
But then i awoke, confused that i was stil in this same world that i chose to leave behind.
This was at the age of 11
There she stood, in a landscape, like it was from a painting.
Long dark hear, a purple dress, she stood in silence and watched as i walked down the path.
As if i had known here all my life, i watched at her as i walked and again no words were spoken, but the energy felt familiar, it was ok, i am where i
need to be.
Here i am, standing in a place, and she is there too, i felt her energy.
Behind me is the stairs, that i went up many years ago, suddenly it becomes clear.
For a moment i looked at the stairs, remembering how it felt when i took the first steps, her presence tells me look to the other side and there is a
tree, it stands in the middle of this place which is small and quadrilateral.
It seems very old, strong and hard but i did not see the branches, then i feel she wants me to look beyond the tree, which i did.
What i saw was heaven, so beautifull, no matter where i looked, stars thousends of them, above, beneath, in every direction.
So colorful and peacefull, tranquility, they seemed far away but i was able to reach for them and grab one, which i did, but as soon as i had one and
wanted to bring it towards me to have a closer look, everything seemed to deform.
So i did let go of it, and just stood there to watch this sheer beauty.
They were like spheres, bright and colorfull, although i felt her presence, she was there in spirit, not physically.
One journey was a travel through space, along the most beautifull galaxies, the destination was a beach with an ocean of bright bleu water and the
brightest sun i have ever seen.
There were two words coming up in my mind, malkuth and keter, from which i later found out that there were from Kabbalah the tree of life.
Because this thread is about shamanism i wanted to share some om my journeys