Morals are crumbling.
My friends find it "weird" that I don't enjoy being called every name in the book, just as a social greeting. They like orgies, and most of them
participate in open relationships. It's disgusting when they rope me in to their daily lives.
And here I am, finishing up the last of my old high school work, with no greater purpose. Sure, there's a million things I want to do, but I could
never do them. Why? I don't have the funds, the networking, the anything.
My purpose, like so many millions of others, is to sit here, absorb the brainwash dictated to me by a crappy online class, and sleep... while the rest
of the world suffers from war, disease, and famine, and I can do nothing about it.
Everything I do is morally motivated, but being surrounded by people who LITERALLY CAN NOT
understand the concept of "morals" drives me INSANE.
Are morals meaningless? Should we all just give them up?
Most of these people aren't worth fighting for anyway. They're petty, selfish, and frankly, disgusting.
I don't understand how ANYONE can be so "open" with themselves and their sexuality. I don't understand how ANYONE can think it's okay to be "sexting"
three different guys at once, all of whom you've never met before.
I don't understand why it's okay to let your husband or wife have sex with who ever they want. I don't understand why they would WANT to. If they love
the other person, what draws them to everyone else?
I don't see why I'm the "wrong" one, because I'm young.
I don't understand why I seem to be the ONLY one my age concerned with respect and decency.
I don't see why every other word coming out of my friend's mouths are vulgarities, and I hate that language, because it's contagious. I find myself
talking that way on accident, then I get extremely angry at myself.
I don't see why so many people who believe in God have to act like they hate humanity, and we're nothing but trash and sinners. If God loves us, and
we're made in his image, shouldn't that make us better than trash? Don't get me wrong, I believe in God, but I HATE ignorant Bible thumpers. Get a
Think about it. If you believe the PTB want us to hate ourselves, "humanity is the problem," etc, wouldn't the whole idea of general Christianity be
ideal for spreading this belief? That we're all sinners and evil and we shouldn't love ourselves or each other?
I believe in God, because I know there is something higher than us. I can feel it.
But that's all.
I don't believe a word beyond that. Not even the Bible.
I don't see why, to some people, it's okay to do whatever you damn well please to your friends, like throwing printers at them in a fit of rage, then
the next day, play the "God" card, and it's all better! The hell with apologizing! I already asked God for forgiveness! I don't have to ask any of the
people I hurt!
Morals are decaying, people are dying, and there's NOTHING that a useless lower-second class kid like myself can do about it!
So tell me.
What does anything MATTER?
edit on 4-2-2013 by XxNightAngelusxX because: (no reason given)