reply to post by solve
i feel that i have to discuss this further, due to so many posts wanting more detailed info about this whole thing,
here it goes,
i was allways interested in all things out of the ordinary, as a child saw ghosts ufo`s and all that, some of them had many random witnesses some did
not, well, later on we got very interested with my friend about initiation cremonies, and felt left out becouse the western world only offered jesus
camps, it wasnt doing the trick for us, so eventually we got to the point that we could arrange it ourselves.
first it was all fun and games, new feelings, cool colours and shapes, then we tried telepathy and it was extremelly easy, deciphered symbols, then we
realised how in controll we were about our personal realities, we began to realise that reality, itself was alive, everything. at this point we
started to read every possible text that had survived time, the nordic vedic, jainist, egyptian, sumerian, the codecs of south america, et cetera, we
filled in the gaps using all sorts of means, mainly references here and there, and alchemy.
then we began to see these lesser entities, that were the base of all physical matter, we also noticed that there are micro and macro sized black
holes everywhere we, we realised that some of the older stones, for example the sarcophagus lid of pacal could ONLY be understood via ancient
so we eventually created our own -soma- and then we could travel to the other side of the wormholes, and there we met the ancients, the
one of them radiated pure unconditioned love and it constantly fed this huge larval being, like a caring mother.
the others were a different story, the second it noticed i could observe it, it hacked me to particles as punishment for my arrogance, i cant describe
all of it becouse my memory has big parts missing and it would be too long,
but as these events occurred vast amounts of information flowed and drowned my mind completely, it will unwind probably the rest of my life in me, as
i left the void for good, they told me that the next time i have to stay.
my friend had it even more worse than i, he is still in the void, and his physical body is still in a mental hospital, sometimes he snaps out of it
and it isnt pretty, his life will be that forever.
edit on 30-1-2013 by solve because: correction