posted on Jan, 30 2013 @ 01:47 PM
I wish this was all definitely true. I miss cigarettes.. I just love them, and the act of smoking. I love sitting out on the deck in the summer and
spring with my friends on the weekend, chatting away and smoking a cigarette. I also love going outside to smoke a cigarette, and bring a book to
read. Winter, summer, any time of year. I also loved to reward myself after working hard, or to take a break during working to have a cigarette
I used to smoke about a pack a day, but three years ago I stopped for 6 months without even one. Since then, I only smoke socially, one cigarette
every few weeks with my friends. I really miss it.. I don't miss the smell of it, I always smoked outside and wearing this robe I dedicated to
smoking, so that only that robe smells like smoke, not my clothes.
My one friend recently got one of the electronic cigarettes to try, and I tried it one day.. That thing is really interesting. But still not the same
as a real cigarette. I just don't miss that whistling sound I would get every time I let a breath in or out. Once I stopped, that sound went away.