Originally posted by LesMisanthrope
reply to post by Unity_99
I find this very interesting. Wonderful OP. Starred and flagged. Fourth is time and it relates to our body suits.
Why you would call yourself a body suit I will never understand.
Your body suit thinks for you, feels for you, sees for you and speaks for you...yet...it isn't you?
Well, I don't consider the body to generate my thoughts, if that helps you see where I'm coming from. To me its more like a transmitter of my
consciousness, so I can operate in this 3D frequency. As to the soul/spirit operating in our bot like suits, it seems to be almost layers of self.
When we say Higher Self or super consciousness or larger soul, infinite soul really, we shouldn't be differentiating in a sense. Its us, we Are
ourselves. So the layers implied separation, yet there is a holistic oneness, as in this is me, not separate me's.
Yet even so, when I've experienced my greater soul it was as a parent to a child, with this portion only allowed to know so much, being controlled
here to fit within the boundaries of my life lesson somehow. As I discovered a few different times, and PTB aside and all their secrecy and control,
my own soul doing this really got my nose out of joint, BUT was given that to see nonetheless, so it was like was allowed to know that I was in my own
hands from on High, not to mention Family and Good/God, Love's hands. And yes I still believe in the Spirit of Peace and Love and Goodness/God
encompassing all beings.
So for example, there was a thread here done by a moderator, on astral projection and a pdf. To give a rough estimate, if 5 people gave it a try on
the thread, 3/5 seemed to be successful within a short period of time. I've been chasing that all my life, conscious oobe. I know its real, for my
friend proved it to me one night by coming over, sitting on the foot of my bed and talking about things. I sensed her doing this and tossed and
turned, then got up and searched the house for her, since she had left my room. Asked someone who was staying and sleeping on the couch, if she had
come over in the night. Waited until morning when she did show up, and then she showed me precisely where she had sat on my bed.
Well I can't seem to do this in the conscious. Now I have woken up, having come from somewhere, had my own soul, another me, give myself a checkup,
and then leave, and as we were connected, as one, I knew I was very eager to leave this frequency/realm and return to some very interesting work
elsewhere, and I had blanked out quickly, nothing like waking in the night and struggling to get to sleep. While sleep was hitting me quickly, I
managed to call out, wait, wait, where did I come from and where am I going?
My soul seems to play "lift the corner on the veil" games with me a bit.
In any case, that pdf didn't work for me, and in frustration sent it to a friend in Napal I think, and sure enough within a couple days, he had oobe'd
I went down with delta meditation, and nothing in the book had worked, this was just my normal zenmind attempt meditation, and suddenly I had sleep
paralysis, my breathing slowed down/quit, like real delta does, this enormous ringing occurred, not the normal, but almost as loud as a jet overhead,
and I was leaping out of my body, only to halt. My greater soul, knew I was awake, but we were one, so her thoughts and feelings were mine, but she
feels very light and clear and higher frequency, and I knew I wasn't supposed to while awake consciously. But as we were holistically one, in other
words I had more access to my soul, I realized that we always leave when that state of suspended animation occurs in delta, for we wouldn't want to
stay anyway, it would be boring. I just knew this had more access to knowing, and at that point was not this me, the controlled one, but was this
other me, the larger portion of myself, its my bigger me that I am and travel in.
Not necessarily true that I should never do it, but something needs work with family and life first, which is what I'm attempting to do. What happens
instead is just lifting the veil, peaking under the veil. Allowing me to remember some experiences or being taken to see more. But not consciously
flying out and doing it myself.
We are not separate to our souls, yet this is a controlled portion of us, doing something its supposed to do.
Sorry long answer, but wanted to fine tune what Im trying to say with examples.
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