Well first thing i would like to acknowledge that i myself do feel paranoid almost everyday and i feel like its not going to get any better. finding a
psychologist/psychiatrist in my opinion will not give me the solution because i fear that instead of them solving my problem i may end up creating one
for them. therefore i have hands down decided that i am going to give my best effort to keep my sanity while keeping an open mind and not being dumb
enough to fall for anyones bull*. In reference to this post i would like for everyone to keep that in mind as i am trying my best to express the truth
in my own words. I will give you a little background first so that it may serve to help the reader better understand my situation.
(I will tell you before hand that my grammar is not going to be flawless, so long as you understand the message i could care less how its spelled, and
if you cannot understand the message then just dont comment. I mean seriously save the posts for someone with something meaningful to say, if its
garbage you want to talk save it for the birds)
Anyway I began around the age of 15 or so to start reading on the topics such as secret societies and govenment programming throught the use of
schools, television, music, mass media and such. The secret societies are placed in control because of their tightly knit style of governing, anyone
whos in with them will be looked after by the rest of the group and the individual in turn does the same thing for the group. Thats why you see so
many people who are associated with societies like that in positions of power, its a sign of their trustworthiness, so that whoever hires them can be
sure that thier business stays thier business and nobody elses. they dont like people who gossip or tell lies on other members. Now if you are not a
member and one who is decides they want to lie to you its totally acceptable. Which brings me to my point.
I believe WITHOUT a resonable doubt that secret societies have access to hidden knowledge puposefully kept from the masses, and with justifyable cause
due to the fact that much of the population are ignorant simple minded peons that only are good for one thing, which is LABOR! Unless you can prove
yourself better than the peons then they will treat you as such (a dog will behave as a dog, a sheep as a sheep, and a man SHOULD behave as a man)
With that said i got my first job at 19, yea i know what your thinking but to whom it may concern i didnt have a father figure in my life so i had to
pull that motivation from somewhere after my mom got to ill to work. My supervisor got hired on at the same time as me and where i work there are
quite a bit of Freemasons some of them are fairly young no doubt that they were raised by parents who were Masons, but the older Freemasons who work
there seem to be in more positions of control. The supervisor of my department i believe is one. I dont know for sure but i think that the car with
the freemason logo does indeed belong to him, Im too scared to ask or rather embarressed too ask.
Strangely we got hired on at the same time and he has done a good amount to help me move up and get my promotion, as well as help me keep my job due
to many mistakes that i had made in the past, i almost got fired a couple of times by the Manager and he has helped me out a great deal so for that i
am grateful. I think that he sees that im a good worker i always help people and i give him advice from time to time on how we can improve how we run
day to day and he listens! Suprisingly. Im only 20 years old and he's in his late 30s which i think is kinda rare for an older guy to take advice from
a kid (well compared to him) though i dont behave like the other people around my age where i work and there are quite a bit of them. I feel kinda bad
for him because even the older adults act like little teenagers, then hes really got to deal with other 20 year olds.
******************Sorry For The Wait But Here IT IS***************
I believe that because of his association with freemasonry he may have been given some knowledge by one of the many groups associated with
freemassonry one of which is the OTO (Ordo Templi Orientis or Order of the Temple of the East) this knowledge includes how to astral project (Remote
Viewing), and use telepathy, and that hes using these abilities to keep track of my progress inside work and outside of work. Paranoid right? So was
Tupac then we found out all that talk about people coming for him was true and he was assassinated. One of the mottos of the OTO is "Do what thou
wilt" look it up. Although they gain this through occult means it does not barr anyone else from achieving the same abilities, such as telepathy which
can be used by anyone at any time.
If you want to listen to someones thoughts clear your mind and focus on their voice, not what they will say just the voice, almost as if they are
about to say something and you know it. Like tuning into a frequency on a radio, the radio in your car cannot pick up a station its not tuned in to,
but it will pick up interference if you are not in range. Your mind is more or less like a broadcast tower sending out signals in every direction but
if you can silence you mind to make it recieve instead send then you pretty much have it. Just a warning its not always 100% and you dont always learn
what you think you will, because if you start using it on people then asking them to clarify they will almost always deny it. That is why modern
science will not invesigate esp thoroughly, because anybody can say they have it but, when it comes test time the scientist can always say "No way!
Telepathy isnt real lucky guess and no more test." Notice how they do not pick people who claim to have the power as a way to justifiy that it does
not exist. Nobody likes for people to know every single thing they think and thats where astral projection comes into play. It was and probably is
still in use by the CIA Black Ops under the term Remote Viewing think im lying look it up!
My conclusion is that i am being watched because on most instances before they come and talk to me physically they say it in their mind, stupid them i
can read their minds while they remote view. One night at work on my way to my car this guy (i assume a freemason) kept on saying very loudly in his
mind i bet he doesnt even know i live right down the street from him. the next day he sits down beside me at my table and tells me the exact same
thing i heard him say last night. I didnt know who he was at first but then i knew, he was sweating the entire time he was talking to me.
Aforementioned event also occured with my supervisor he said he was going to come and sit down beside me the week before but we really didnt have our
breaks at the same time, so the next week he did. Ive caught i dont know how many people in lies where i work at, i barely know who i can trust
besides my mom. im only telling ATS now because i dont know you and you cannot hurt me through my laptop computer display. I dont even like reading
minds this is nothing like in the movies.
Either way i have ruled out crazy because i know remote viewing and telepathy exist, more likely im just paranoid but what can i do,
edit on 17-1-2013 by Alexei because: (no reason given)