A response to my older thread, which goes the other way:
Thread:
www.abovetopsecret.com...
Even I used to think that someone else was supposed to do that, bc I'd always been more connected with that flame that is within the darkness, more
than with the dance of the light...
So I was just silent and waiting in that area...
But these days I start to embrace and remember my other side as well...
So this seemed like the right moment for it to come truly of the heart...
So this is my best attempt at it, hope any of it may resonate with you...
Here we go:
I wanted playfulness
Needed to dance
You were all just silent
Remembering
Deep
I feared your silence
I thought it would take my music
My flow
I made demons out of my worries
Made shallowness out of my masks
Imbalance out of my fears
Blamed it all on you
Darkness
You were just silent
Observing
Deep
Longing
Longing for me to remember
All the games
All of the ghosts
Vampires draining me
Draining you
Came out of me
Control were born out of my fears
Shallow
Keeping you trapped in that judgement cage
By my own children
My light were dimmed down
Bend into something else
Controlled
Abused
Petrified my heart became like a stone
Forgetting me
Forgetting you
Darkness
Still you were just silent
The One true flame
From where we both were born
Still shining within that silence
Silence of yours
One love
One life
Flowing through it all
Essence
Eternal
Spirit flame
I let go
That what my dance created
Which cannot stand by its own
Which do not connect to real
To that source of One
To that flame so pure
Uniting
All
Light and darkness
Always One
A love-story unresolved
A heart two-ways broken
My heart was always longing
To see through
Touch the real you
Darkness
Through you I remember my own light
Through you to see the illusions fall
Through our love the shadows are no longer demons, fears
Our love turns them into something real
Patterns of joy, unmirrored, true
I see it now, my fear for you
Was always just a fear for me
Let go of that for you to meet
Our hearts were one
And always is
Let light and darkness flow