posted on Jan, 9 2013 @ 08:52 PM
People on here got all pissed when I called my fiances mother my own mother, to those of you who can not understand this well I don't care.
But to be politically correct she is/was my mother in law, but she was the only true mother figure I have ever had.
Tuesday at 6:15 am PST she passed away her face contorted in pain, jaw muscles loose and no amount of reading about death would of ever prepared me
for the sight of this.
For those who think i ran away from this site, no.. I have been by her side at the hospital. it was hell, and also an honor.
On December 31st she was able to come home, we all thought maybe she would be able to hold out and get stronger, then on January 2nd around 1 pm her
pain got so bad that I had to call an ambulance, she was crying and begging me to stop the pain.
Nothing in this world can be as hard as saying i'm trying but it won't stop, even in the hospital her pain wouldn't stop and they decided against
Last thing she asked me when she called us all in was to take care of the family, that's exactly what I am doing.
Now to those who felt on here that I mislead them, I am sorry and anyone on here can argue that she wasn't my true mom, but in my heart she was.
Thank you to those who gave me ideas