Originally posted by AugustusMasonicus
Originally posted by mblahnikluver
For instance. If you are a new member then how do you know what the top ranking ones do?!
Because you can get to the 'top rank' in about 3 months.
That's what a relative of mine thinks.
He mostly operates on a quiet resentment of no longer getting any action anyway.
Do I feel bad for saying this? Why should I when he told me this himself, personally complained to me about his deprivation outside where his wife
could not hear.
He resents having to do things for people like some kind of handyman but that's the role he insists upon playing by making others feel like they can
do nothing without his help. His wife told me one day about a lack of water from their pump & how he was out there fixing it & had it tied in with the
pump across the street until he could fix it "because he wasn't just going to leave his wife without water"
All the properties in the neighborhood are on independent wells. They cannot be legally tied together by pipes going under the road & there was no
hose going across the street. He told me he took the motor out of her car & she doesn't know about it because she wanted him to fix it for her. He is
constantly trying to make some kind of fool out of her but I cannot tell her because she is sick, weak, needs to regain her strength.
I wouldn't sleep with him either. There's no telling who the last person he's been with.
Another relative told me he showed them pictures of him having sex with someone on his phone, but that his wife won't submit to him.
WELL WHO WAS THE OTHER PERSON IN THE DAMN PICTURE THEN?
Anyway... he's held a steady job for a very long time but doesn't have a whole lot to show for it.
He told me he was made a grand master by freemasons and got all the way to the top.
It does not matter what those liars tell you to get your loyalty. if your last name is not an important last name, such as Rockefeller, you will never
be "at the top" of the freemason chain.
Coarse then again he also thinks he can get some action by dousing himself in pheromones derived from urine so does it really matter what kind of
illusion some freemasons hold?
He gave me some really bad advice that could have gotten me seriously injured or killed.
He's got this lump that looks like it could be an implant or something but won't have it looked at.
He told me himself that he has thoughts that he knows he would not normally think & is constantly wondering why he thinks these things.
It's sad really.
Like I said, he's had a steady job & can fix things and take them apart but doesn't have a lot of things of his own to show for it because he tends
to obsess on sex and controversy, making people turn against each other so that they will not tell on him. He resents her so much & complains about
how she treats him looking for sympathy but wears a mask so that others will think she bosses him around.
Her nerves are simply shot from living with a cardboard personality & I don't blame her one bit for snapping at him.
I wouldn't have given him a tiny FRACTION of this chance to be an upstanding man.
He's been made some kind of low level pawn. It's pointless & serves no good but that's how they like their recruitments.
I write all this because I'm trying to illustrate how it destroys lives to be the type of man to join a secret society that operates on distorting
the truth. It is so habitual for him to operate on mistruth that he lies to her about the most petty, most ridiculous things, including much bigger
things I fear.
I used to like him because he's good at wearing masks... but he is not truthworthy... & he is actually a danger to himself & especially others
playing silly games & not being able to get control of his own mind.
Don't follow this path.
A man's job as a husband is not to continuously hide things from his wife to keep her hushed up & immobile then just expect her to fulfill his needs.
That crap doesn't work just like the global game of deception will not work.
When does it end?
When we stop putting up with it.
Anyway... he brought his problems to ME.
I tried to give him the benefit of the doubt for a long, long time.
So many people around him have told me all sorts of things because he is more transparent than he can possibly imagine. He can't seem to put it all
He gives fakeness... he gets it in return.
I'm sorry but that is how it works.
I know he wouldn't want me to publicize who he is, but he should not have laid his shame at my feet.
This is nowhere NEAR the worst I can do!
If he does not stop messing with me, names and all will go public to everyone I know and on the net because I have my own website. I'm just trying to
make my way. It should not have been complicated by this mess. Case workers, electricians (codes) the police... many reports to give.
A MAN WHO LIVES BY SECRET PACTS IS NOT MY PROBLEM TO SORT OUT!!!