posted on Jan, 4 2013 @ 12:11 PM
I'm posting this topic because, currently, my prospects in life seem so bleak. As it stands now, I don't see myself having a steady job and I'm
struggling with mental health issues. I just can't seem to extricate myself from my predicament. My life feels doomed right now. I'm almost 27
and I can't see myself having a nice life, a good job, wife and kids.
First and foremost, I can see how my current station in life is a reflection of my mental state. I remember reading in a Near Death Experience
account that a person's outer conditions are usually a manifestation of their iner life. If I was a stable person, not struggling daily with mental
illness I would probably leading a very different life.
Maybe there's a version of me in a parallel universe who doesn't have mental problems. Maybe he lives quite comfortably, has really close
family and friends, and is ecstatic 24/7. Gosh, to think that that's possible and that I could lead a life similar to that.
Last night I watched the movie "Limitless". I loved it so much because it was a perfect example of what I want for myself. Here's the story:
there's this writer who is struggling to come up with ideas. His life is a mess. No girlfriend or steady income. He runs into his former
brother-in-law on the street. He gives the guy a pill that suddenly makes him extremely intelligent and creative. He becomes a real "go getter".
The world opens up to him. He becomes a big shot on Wall Street. Of course, there's the whole part about his downfall, but I don't want to focus
on that. So maybe all of us can be like that. Maybe we don't have to take a drug to experience that life.
Lately I've been following a lot of the talks of Bashar. This guy claims he is channeling an extraterrestrial consciousness. As crazy as it
sounds, I think the guy is actually doing that. Anyway, the alien says the most important thing a person can do is follow their highest excitement
with absolutely no expectations as to the outcome. In any given moment act on the most exciting thing that you have the ability to act on it. Take
it as far as you can, then act on the next most exciting thing. When you do that your life will become an ecstatic explosion of synchronicity. You
will finally live the lives you've always dreamed of, he says.
The other thing to note is that when you begin acting on the most exciting thing it will bring to your attention those things in your
consciousness that need to be integrated.
A couple months ago I started acting on my highest excitement. Initially, I felt so happy! Just like Bashar said I would. But also, what came
up were issues in my consciousness that I haven't dealt that I now know is responsible for the life I am currently leading. I'm still dealing with
those issues and hope that eventually I'll be able to transform them so I can lead the life I want to lead.
Things were so hard today I felt like I had to type this and muse about how good my life could be, or anyone else's for that matter. I felt
like the pill the guy takes in "Limitless" was acting on my excitement. Maybe then my life will explode (in a good way) and I will feel ecstatic,
just like Bashar said it would. I certainly hope so!