posted on Jan, 2 2013 @ 11:38 PM
Not that I really care, but out of intellectual curiosity what is the blow back from "cursing" someone? I don't really know if I cursed this
person, who am I kidding?
This person was a "new" GM at a job I worked for a few years(new owners brought some lady in because she was the same race as the new owners, no
prior experience at all, but they worked to replace the existing staff with live in hindu's that where paid under the table). To make a long story
short she is kind of psychotic/pathological liar(once she got into an argument with a vendor she was yelling and screaming while he was trying to talk
calmly about the amount owed and she was like "I don't want to talk about it" etc). Either way she bailed a week before inspection and I was left
as temp GM(because she caused the "white" Assistant GM to quit and the Indian live in staff that the owner hired to quit as well before she left).
Everything went smoothly and the day of inspection she shows up trying to weasel her job back with the owner and during the inspection kept trying to
control the conversation/"put me back in my place"(because I had to be there). Well after the owner leaves the next day she goes into a psychotic
rant at me telling me to "stop thinking and just study"(college student) and other incredibly hurtful things.
I was never filled with such rage and hatred in my life, i actually felt a black ooze clinging to my soul. So I "pulled" the black ooze out and
flung it at her(the direction her room was in) until it was all gone. Then after I was called off for three weeks(but they asked me to come in right
before the county taxes had to be finished, I politely told them to get bent) I took my conceptual emotional/mental psyche shield and sent it to her
mentally. I will not name it as there is power in name but in English it would be called "Burn of Despair, Despair of Burn". A perpetual cycle that
keeps the ego in check, wards off other annoyances but at a heavy price.
That was back in September, the only reason I dwell on this is because I walked past the monster in Walmart today. Back in September she had natural
jet black hair, now it is peppered white with what looked like clumps missing, and a certain fog was over her eyes like she couldn't concentrate. A
person that looked far closer to death then life. The only emotion I felt was a sense of "justice" and an almost peace like state.
I am just curious what the ramifications are.