You are supposed to love me. (poem)

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posted on Jan, 1 2013 @ 06:59 PM
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ATS is the only place I can share my little brain farts without causing rows so I apologise if it's not to the standard expected on here. xxxx

You are supposed to love me.
You are supposed to care.
You are supposed to hold me.
You are supposed to be there.
I’ve lost something special and tears are threatening to burst,
But you just keep sitting there in your chair, oblivious it seems to the hurt.
In your words “it was for the best” and while I know this is probably right,
It doesn’t take away the pain of feeling ive lost something so bright.
That blob could have been a new son or daughter, another beautiful child of mine,
Instead they’ve been taken before they began, before they had time to shine.
And as if the emotional pain isn’t enough my body is hurting me too,
But I guess that doesn’t matter though as it’s not happening to you.
All I want is a hug and a gentle smile from the man who says he loves me,
Yet all I have had is ignorance and laziness where your warm arms should be.
I don’t know what hurts more, the miscarriage or your complete disregard,
But I do know this, my love, I’m finding it all so very, very hard.
I’m supposed to rest but instead I’m still the only one
Who is running the house and loving our kids while you sit in your chair with the tv on.
So I repeat, dear,
You are supposed to love me.
You are supposed to care.
You are supposed to hold me.
You are supposed to be there.




posted on Jan, 1 2013 @ 07:03 PM
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reply to post by ScorpioRising
 


Nevermind, made a big assumption, didn't realize this was in the short story category.....

But never the less a big cyber hug goes out to the author.
edit on 1-1-2013 by seeker1963 because: (no reason given)



posted on Jan, 1 2013 @ 08:10 PM
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Originally posted by ScorpioRising
ATS is the only place I can share my little brain farts without causing rows so I apologise if it's not to the standard expected on here. xxxx

You are supposed to love me.
You are supposed to care.
You are supposed to hold me.
You are supposed to be there.
I’ve lost something special and tears are threatening to burst,
But you just keep sitting there in your chair, oblivious it seems to the hurt.
In your words “it was for the best” and while I know this is probably right,
It doesn’t take away the pain of feeling ive lost something so bright.
That blob could have been a new son or daughter, another beautiful child of mine,
Instead they’ve been taken before they began, before they had time to shine.
And as if the emotional pain isn’t enough my body is hurting me too,
But I guess that doesn’t matter though as it’s not happening to you.
All I want is a hug and a gentle smile from the man who says he loves me,
Yet all I have had is ignorance and laziness where your warm arms should be.
I don’t know what hurts more, the miscarriage or your complete disregard,
But I do know this, my love, I’m finding it all so very, very hard.
I’m supposed to rest but instead I’m still the only one
Who is running the house and loving our kids while you sit in your chair with the tv on.
So I repeat, dear,
You are supposed to love me.
You are supposed to care.
You are supposed to hold me.
You are supposed to be there.


I was in the relationship forums and read a comment that really stuck to me...

Relationships aren't 50/50, they are 100/100.

Talk to your loved one about everything.





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