posted on Jan, 17 2013 @ 07:48 PM
The anxiety may have been labeled as OCD which helps rationalize the condition by giving it a name but the emotional charge is still there. When your
awareness touches upon that memory, the associated fear is still having it's effect due to the intrusive thoughts. It's kind of like when you smell
a certain aroma and your mind brings up a memory associated with that smell.
I don't deny your experience with the UFO, had numerous myself. I just felt that the visit was more of a terrestrial origin but I could be wrong.
Creating that vision is a lot of effort to simply scare you.
Facing you fears, as a few posters mentioned is your best remedy to resolve the charge. Suppressing it will simply bury it further into your
subconscious. A hypnotherapist may be helpful in that they can help create a space that let's you discharge the fear in a safe way. Imagination or
not, your thoughts have an effect on our well being and I don't feel your experience is based upon fantasy. If you need a suggestion for someone in
Europe that may be able to help you send me a U2U.