posted on Dec, 31 2012 @ 11:49 AM
i have been a reader and follower here, never had the nerve to join...recently i had some very strange things happen to me that i want to share
eventually. i have seen how some people get treated though so i have been hesitant to this point.
not sure when i will share or if, but i have to be a member if the time strikes me. i will get my 20 posts in order to be ready when. i am a bit shy
and will need some guidance from time to time from those that are willing.
i am going to go slow, particularly now that i am here as a member, i want to continue to learn the workings of this site and try to understand what
the best way is to approach certain topics.
i am not very smart by most standards and do not want to make a fool of myself, but i do want to participate. i feel like the nerd in school that
everyone picks last for the kickball game. i don't deal with bullies very well, so i am not sure if this will be a good outcome for me.
my confidence has been shaken and i tend to run and hide from confrontations. if i do not respond to someone it is more likely it is because i am
intimidated...not being rude.
i hope this is okay for an introduction.
happy new year!