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Tell me, with that guy, did you feel the sort of "BAM!" feeling when you first met him?
Pretty much. We met at a party of a mutual friend. Ironically enough, we realized that we both worked in the same building too. Even though we each came with another person to the party, we were pretty inseparable by the end of it.
For me, it was realizing the difference between obsession and love.
For him, I think it was to learn to love people and not money.
And now I can’t explain this feeling of being alone in this world it is so strange! And I am married to a very sweet man now who I love dearly, so I just don’t understand this feeling. Is this friend who passed, my eventual soul mate? Did I push him away because this lifetime wasn’t the right time for us to connect? This is just so strange to me, but deep down, I know it’s something very real… my life (current) has been filled with so much struggle, pain, abuse, chaos, turmoil, unhappiness, helping others up onto their feet, etc., I feel this lifetime is definitely a time of learning some hard lessons, so the only explanation I can come up with is, if this friend of mine who has just passed, is my eventual soul mate, this definitely was not the lifetime for us to be together… does this make any sense to anyone?