reply to post by nixie_nox
I used to be a bleeding heart liberal /new ager.
I used to steal 20 bucks from my sisters purse every weekend for beer when she moved in back home for a year and I was still in HS.
I could kill a man/ let him die if the right sort of person I just knew for a fact was evil came across my path. I am not a psycho, nor would I plan
and murder someone I don't like. BUT, if I am the only one around and he is like hanging from a bridge and I know he did something awful I would let
him fall. OR, if He was about to open a door to a fire he didn't know of, I would just stay quiet and not warn him. If I just don't like you it
doesn't apply, I would help you even if you are a jerk. BUT If I KNOW you are an evil person and I see these opportunities for nature/ God to correct
the situation I don't interfere. Child molester needs a ride to a hospital? "oh well, I didn't see ya there bleeding on the floor pal". Rapist loses
his inhaler and I see it? "OOPS I didn't mean to step on it there buddy." Ect.....
I have gone to a brothel drunk out of my mind with some friends once and slept with a prostitute, regretted it almost immediately (money wise and self
esteem wise), never did it again. It was awful too. Ugh. Waited a month and went to get checked for everything at a clinic where no one knew me. One
of the worst experiences of my life was that walk of shame. She was nice though. I still to this day say I will never pay for sex....and I wont (ever
again), I already did once. I am a hypocrite.
I once stole from my friends brothers lock box in HS, where he kept, stuff.....T&C....regretted that too. I had to figure out a way of sneaking 20
bucks back into it with out him noticing the surplus cash. He was a good friend and his brother is one of my closest friends. I am a jerk. It was new
years eve and I drove to his house to stock up but didn't know no one was home. The door was opened so I walked in expecting to see everyone there.
There was no one and I was about to leave empty handed when I saw the lock box under his bed where he kept, stuff. I couldn't NOT celebrate I thought.
I used to partake of the "stuff" allot in HS. So I opened it like my friend did one day when he ran out of "stuff". I didn't even enjoy it. I kept
thinking about how much of scum bag I was.
...I then spent a month trying to find the right moment to make things right. So I broke into it again to pay him back. That was awful too, my friends
brother was a light sleeper and I almost fainted / pissed myself correcting my error. That was really low of me, I stole from a REALLY good friends
I can be careless, a hypocrite, a liar, a thief, jerk, scumbag, and a little nuts.
I don't feel better, but it is good to at least remember this feeling from time to time. Keeps me from doing such nonsense again.
I dont want to end it like this. Jesus.
I always give food or cash, which ever is handy, to people on the street. I dont care if it goes to drugs or alcohol and i will always feed you if you
I have stopped when driving to help people every time. Car trouble, moving something what ever.
I have fought for people not able to defend themselves that I didnt know.
I have done many random acts of kindness.
I once went to get my car out of the marshal´s office tow garage and this dude was there almost crying. I paid for his car to get out. I am not rich
by the way and at the time I was really strapped for cash, but I had it on me.
I once had two really drunk girls climb into my work van when I used to do deliveries in the city while gassing up. They wanted to party / S and F
all night long. I instead talked some sense into them and drove them home. The one girl I talked to the most said I reminded her of her brother ( in a
good way). They were younger than me(not illegal) just really immature and dumb. I lectured them with consideration and concern all the way to their
I hope they didnt get raped and kidnapped next weekend....REALLY DUMB.
I always offer my help if you ask. I actually have a secret rule where if I CAN help, I must. Its a sort of promise I made for something great to
happen and it did, so I kind of owe the world on that one. Still though, I never rub it in or mention it again.
I like to listen and give good advice to people ( they say). I dont give advice as I see fit. I try and give advice I know will benefit them as per
what they want. I am good at heart to hearts. I needed many in my time so I can give them pretty well now.
I try not to lie. I try and help where I can. I like to be the mysterious guy who swoops in, does something awesome for someone and leaves without
anyone noticing. I think its because I always wanted to be a super hero as a kid. LOL..
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