posted on Dec, 29 2012 @ 12:52 PM
Sorry about your lost. It is a greater pain to lose someone that age and have to wake up everyday with it. Have you really delt with it yet?
Sleep has a way in dealing with issues you do not want to deal with. Some would love to say that theirs neg energy around and we must protect
ourselves from it. Energy is nether bad or good, just is. So I would like to open your mind and just sit with it some. Even write if needed, just put
down how your feeling and write.
I to have this feeling of something odd coming; so I sat with it and felt it! Everyday I sit with it and let it have its way. So I get the stuff back
reflecting whats inside me first. People want you to run to the doctor and take a pill for this, stay away from THE PILLS!
Next comes the voices in your head; you could have done this , should have do that, the drill! Let the voices speak since it only helps you in the
long run. Then after all the chatter goes away you will hear your small voice never knew you had!
Yes, something is going to happen so instead of being in fear of it learn to love it! Its not like you can go outside and tell the Sun to stay up or
part the sea any. Most of the neg crap is from people outside of yourself, even I am going through it! People would like you to stay the same way your
are so they will not have to change!
Change is coming, anybody else agree? When it hits your core, your being might as well ride it for you can not hide from yourself anymore. Again sorry
about your lost! I'm sure you did everything you could for this not to happen. So forgive yourself and go get some sleep! Oh just one more thing, the
mother needs your love too and is going through the same thing, in her own way.