I've recently started coming across information about the Monarch programming and I guess just would like to see if anyone has any guidance. I'm 29
and have been diagnosed as Bipolar and have tried over 30 different medications of different kinds through a psychiatrist to treat all my symptoms. A
lot of what I'm reading is disturbing and not settling well with me as it brings up a lot of "stuff" including just a deep unsettled-ness, body
tingling, feeling of dread or something. Maybe familiarity? Any advice would be great.
Can't remember early childhood.
Lived in Orlando, parents worked at Disney. At 5 moved to West Virginia.
Remember having what I thought was a dream as a child of being left in a parking lot and watching my parents drive away. Young, young child - 3 seems
to come to mind.
Another dream that seems so real but I always attributed to being a dream is being at the Space Center in FL and sitting in a theater like room.
Watching something. Again, very young - 3 or 4.
On 18th birthday got a black butterfly tattoo on bicep, then short while later got a big butterfly on lower back. Never thought of why I chose
Can easily turn off emotions, pain response, or shift to another emotion to replace one.
I feel silly now, but there is more. I've been having feelings of maybe a psychic something. As if maybe someone is trying to connect or contact or
something. I'm just all confused and feeling like maybe I AM just psychotic.
Thanks for any info or advice anyone might have.
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