I have been diagnosed with delusional disorder and my uncle has schizophrenia. Know that these are just labels of a common error of thought. It
manifests as a disorder in people who have greater visualization and intelligence. I have essentially cured myself through 2 years of non stop study
of occult literature to gain an understanding of what the wise understood of mankind. Know that current science is deluded and the entire state of
Earth culture could be said to be fully in a state of mental disorder. I'll try to break down the principles that helped me grasp onto "reality". Know
that life is a process of overcoming and that you should never consider yourself in a position ideal for complacency.
God exists as merely a pure elemental consciousness. Consider your ability to think as a part of your make up like any other. For example, iron exists
in the earth in a greater form than in your body. A lightening bolt is greater than the electrical impulses in your nerves. God is the greater thought
that exists in the universe. Imagine thinking all things at all times and being in connection with all things forever.
The human form was made to heal, thrive, and blossom on positive energy and to become sick, wither, and die from negative energy. The pure
consciousness is the idealization of "life" and cannot experience "death" or negative thought.
All of your reactions to experiences are trained responses to imagined realities. You have created the entire world around you. You actually don't
even know anyone. The people, places, and things around you are only forms you have imagined as an overlay of the reality you desire to understand.
Know this, because your central operating force is the imagination/consciousness you are incapable of living in the precise, true, and tangible world.
Your body lives in that place, but your mind does not and never will. Separate your thoughts from the world around you. Let your body do the only
thing it is able to and that is speak to you as an advisor. Intuition is irrelevant in the world of your body. It knows light, dark, hot, cold, sweet,
sour, pleasure, hard and soft, sound, silence and that is it. It always obeys you and you do not obey it. Obedience to the body is an illusion. A
practiced mind does not even have to acknowledge the sense of pain.
Those things being said, let us look to the mind. The mind is just a bunch of fantasies. Everyone suffers from delusion. The delusions of the mind are
only called into question when they become a problem for the individual or an individual in relationship with him/her. The past only exists to prove a
point. So when considering what part of your past is worth your time you must ask yourself what point you want to prove. For me I have essentially
just deleted my past because I don't need it. I am who I am at this moment and it doesn't matter what brought me here because I am already a finished
product of yesterday. What you look to becomes your mirror. If you look at the past then the present becomes a replica of your past and you trap
yourself and therefor mandate that your future simply be a repetition of the past.
Accept that when it comes to your mind the only truth there is consists of the thoughts that advance you in happiness. Love is true and fear is not.
It doesn't matter what the world around you says to your body because you are not your body. Your body might need to know what pain is. You do not.
A proverb that might come in handy is this, "Love covers all sins." This means that no one, not even yourself, can do anything wrong if you accept
this helpful point of view. You will start to let go of what others might be thinking or thinking of you. You will stop abusing yourself. This is all
self abuse, because as I stated before, you don't know what anyone else is. You only know what you have made them to be in your mind. So even if
someone is what you currently think to be "mean" all you have to do is release them from judgment. Let them be and don't imagine they are trying to
hurt you. Hold onto the concept of immortality, that no one can hurt you and simply erase what you do not like. Create the perfect world in your mind,
let it fit into the world in a way that is functional. Beware of going to far or being too impractical or your body will suffer the consequences of
overly positive deranged thoughts. Don't go around telling people that you're the god Apollo and imagining that you can walk around in fire pits
without getting burned. However, if you did that while observing the other rules correctly you'd still die happy. That's the point of this, happiness,
is that what you want? Then know that it is impossible for you to "KNOW" and that you're just living in a dream. If you suffer it is by your own hand
and if you prosper the same thing goes. You are the king of your mental playground. Have fun with it. Don't take the realm of your mind and turn it
into hell when it could be heaven. Enjoy life.
edit on 22-12-2012 by 33vibe because: (no reason given)