posted on Dec, 22 2012 @ 12:46 AM
Well.... Now that dec 21 is all but over. I'm gonna have to say that there is no such thing as the great deception of humanity.
I used to believe that it was all orchestrated to keep the masses obiedient, and submissive, never questioning anything to do with our true origins.
But now I'm starting to ask the questions I never wanted to ask.
What if there is no deception, and the world is as we see it. What if the powers that be, really are trying, and are doing their best. What if
there is no greater mystery to life than just the physical?
Maybe all these new agers, and all these hippies, and 2012ers are all just sick? Maybe doing drugs, and meditation are simply playing tricks on our
minds, maybe there is really no divinity there, there is no wisdom there, maybe they just make us hallucinate and dream. Maybe we really aren't all
I've had many spiritual experiences that I swear is truth, that we are all one, that love is a state of being, I've felt it myself. But now I'm
questioning if I'm even sane. Maybe my spiritual experience are a type of schizophrenia that hasn't been discovered yet. Maybe anyone that has
these experiences is delusional?
I don't know anymore. I really don't. I would love to believe that we are being lied to and decieved, and that answers to who we really are exist in
the ancient mysteries. That one day the world will wake up and see all the corruption and how mundane their lives are. But I am not about to spend
another 6 years of my life researching it or seeking it. I researched 2012 for 6 years and that led to a disappointment.
How can so many people have been wrong? Are we all sick? are we all delusional? How can we write books that take us so deep, with all sorts of
mathematical precision, from all sorts of ancient cultures, only to be wrong? There is no 4th world, just like there is no 4th or 5th dimension.
There is no such thing as a golden age.
Life is simply exactly as we see it. There are no secrets. I guess ignorance really is bliss.