posted on Dec, 19 2012 @ 04:07 PM
I've been doing a lot on online research regarding the idea of people being abducted without really knowing it. Some of the "sign and symptoms"
happen to be those of people who were abused as a child.
Do you believe it is possible for someone to have history of sexual abuse, and abducted as well?
Before you call me crazy... I do realize this is a massive possibility.
However, I used to get a lot of the weirder symptoms. My ears would buzz at curious times, and for quite a while. I constantly felt watched (this does
happen quite often still, but the buzzing has pretty much stopped)
I get massive anxiety when reading about other peoples ideas, when I'm alone, and I am terrified of eyes.
I have experienced the Sleep Paralysis numerous times (though that seems to have stopped as well)
As I get older, everything seems to be subsiding, except my feelings of being watched. And i do occasional wake up disoriented, sometimes feeling a
"crashing" feeling, which usually makes me twitch like I'm having a siezure and wake my boyfriend up.
I was diagnose with PCOS (poly-cystic ovarian syndrome) which makes it hard or impossible to get pregnant. Is it possible "they" decided to leave me
alone because I wouldn't be useful? (Everyone seems to think the testing is genetic after all)
Do you think this is a possibility, or am I just paranoid?
I'm not even sure myself anymore.