Hello, I had something happen to me this morning and I can't stop thinking about it. I'm here to see if anyone might know, recognize or have had
similar experiences to this.
Short background, as a teen I was more interested in astral projection, lucid dreaming and meditation than most my age. This path brought me many new
perspectives and experiences, not all being positive but certainly interesting. I decided to stop seeking these things out as to not run into anything
more sinister or "open a door" that won't easily shut. Anyway, during that time, energy manipulation intrigued me but I was never able to produce
any results what-so-ever. I could never do a "psy-ball" or feel energy. I'm not even sure what I experienced was the same sort of energy but
here's the story. I'll also use a few crude drawings to better explain.
Within the past two years, I've become aware of this "energy ball" inside my body. I can really tell it's there when i'm more relaxed and this
morning was no exception. It doesn't seem to originate anywhere particular but when I become aware of it, it goes on the fritz. It'll shoot up and
down my body, having some very powerful effects apon reaching certain points. At the base it causes a strong surge of sexual energy, strong as i've
ever experienced. Then it goes up through my chest and literally squeezes through my throat (it feels almost like a small balloon coming up but
without the stretch feeling when say you take too large a gulp of water) and shoots up to the tip of my head, collecting there like a small pool. The
whole experience can be quite uncomfortable, especially the throat part. It's almost as if when I become aware of it, I gain control but I have no
idea what in the world to do with it.
Most the time it fades and passes as I go on with my day but this morning it left a bit differently. I decided to try and "visualize" this energy I
was feeling and move it to my palms, doesn't work. At this point, I feel it come up through my throat again but this time it poured out through my
nostrils! I felt a dense, smooth flow of this "energy" falling down the front of my chest. My immediate reaction was to make a hugging motion as if
to catch it and actually worked! I was holding a large orb of energy (it really felt like there was more now somehow) in amazement, clearly
interacting with something I had never experienced. The way the sphere felt and the way it reacted to touch is something I'll never forget.
Naturally, I was concerned I just messed up big time so I pulled the sphere in toward myself, attempting to "re-absorb". The sphere gave in at the
bottom and a stream of fell before my body, feeling it as it fell and met the floor. 2nd picture explains it better. Then it seemed to want to conform
to my body (3rd pic)
The feeling of this energy was very smooth, almost like lite oil. It had a very definite "weight" to it but didn't seem to behave under my
knowledge of gravity. Imagine a sphere of suspended oil at about 1/100th the weight with an abnormally high surface tension but can still easily be
broke. That's probably the best description I can give of it, anyone seen, heard, experienced anything like this?