Last night was so intense. I'm not sure wether it was a terrifying experience or an amazing experience. It's a long story :'D. Okay so yesterday
evening I wrote down on a note that I really wanted to meet my spiritual guide. So I could gather more information about 21 december 2012. I woke up
at 6am and recalled this amazing dream. I was at home doing something in the garden and it started raining. So I looked up but there were no clouds in
the sky. I should've become lucid at that point but I didn't. A few minutes later some teenager came to me. I noticed his t-shirt. "Don't be
afraid of modern aliens" was written there. And our convo went like this:
Person: Hey, so you wanted to meet me?
Me: Are you my spiritual guide?
Person: Yes I am. (He didn't seem very convincing though).
Me: I've got loads of questions, what's going to happen on 21 dec? The ascension?
Person: Well, yeah sorta.. But not completely.
Me: Am I going to ascend, am I ready?
Person: I can't tell at the moment, I need to spend more time with you first.
Me: Aren't you suppose to know?
Person: Well not really..
Person: So what are you like?
Me: I'm quite emotional, shy, insecure,..
Person: Ooh I see.
Person: Our time is up now, something's going to happen today. Don't be afraid.
Me: Wait, what.. this is it?
*Everything turned black and I woke up*
I really didn't like his presence to be honest. He just didn't seem genuine. After that, I opened my dream journal and wrote down the dream. And I
went back to sleep. Now things are started to get f*cked up. So I remember falling to sleep but I didn't lose consciousness. I started hearing voices
and I was actually replying to them. I actually don't know what I was saying. At some point I realised: "Wait, why am I talking to people, I'm in
my bed trying to fall asleep". I started hearing a high pitched sound. It was so uncomfortable. Then I started feeling electric jolts through out my
entire body. This was quite painful. I knew I was about to have sleep paralysis so I tried to move my hand. But I couldn't, at this point I knew I
was completely paralyzed. I opened my eyes and I started hallucination ofcourse so I closed them again. I started hearing voices again and they were
saying: "Get up". Which I tried, but I couldn't cause I was paralyzed. They said: "Try again" which I did. And I could feel my astral body/soul
separating from my physical body. I really didn't want to have an out of body experience but my astral body started floating. I really didn't trust
these beings who were giving me instructions. So I've put myself back into my physical body. I was still paralyzed and all of a sudden.. Something
pulled me out of my bed. And I started flying backwards at a huge speed. Like a rollercoaster. I honestly thought I was going to die. It stopped and I
started free falling, again at a huge speed. Everything stopped I opened my eyes, everything was so blurry. I did a reality check and I was lucid. I
heard beings talking. One of them said: "Well I guess he wasn't ready". Then my mother slammed the door (in real life ofcourse). And I woke up.
I'm still shocked cause of this terrifying/amazing experience. What are your opinions about this? Can I trust these beings? Do you guys have any idea
what I'm dealing with? Sorry for any spelling mistakes, I'm not good at English. And thank you so much for reading this.