posted on Dec, 7 2012 @ 12:41 PM
I take the cheap way to get confidence but its doesn't last too long... but i too struggle with it...
My first thing was education... when i got my Bachelors i was confidence, then one of my friend got masters, my confidence dropped.
Then it was work, when my co worker got promoted, my confidence dropped. i started comparing salaries... to people above me, of course... i would
Then it became girls, when i see my friends switch between multiple girls, i think, wth am i doing wrong...i too have a big fear of rejection(even to
a point i did not make a move on a girl, and after 5 yrs later, i met her friend, and she told me that her friend liked me and was waiting for me to
make a move... i felt like sh*t).
Even tho i have a above average job and education from a well known university(DNA Model was discovered).
I m never happy with myself, but somewhere inside, i know i'm better than most people out there....but others i see are happy with less...
i would trade in for some confidence. I also have social anxiety...i m surprised i made so far in life...if i go back in time with this mentality i
have at this current moment, i would live in a room forever.
edit on 12/7/2012 by luciddream because: (no reason given)