Ok this is a great subject, and I have been pondering this subject a lot lately. But if people are going to be honest, this thread will inevitably
lead to your insane comments. I have lots to say so be warned this will be a long post and I need to venture off slightly but its vital to my voice
I only know of two voices that I can experience in my head...
Firstly the one that comments on basically everything I do, the internal monologue, verbal stream of consciousness that you can hear? in a different
way, It is more honest than the words I sometimes physically communicate. Buddhist call it "Nen nen ju shin ki" meaning follow the inner voice. Lately
I have been slightly wary of it....why follow the voice...is the voice defined as ME or defined by me or just me.
It seems like a commentator mostly...but at times its really critical of me(my person)as if it is a separate individual!. Even on occasion I will do
something stupid, then the internal voice will say you are so stupid, then my external voice will reply with a FU*K YOU back( that was if a specific
case where I hammered my thumb).
Now my sister in on medication as she cannot sleep, and she claims she has no internal voice now, Witch I thought was impossible, I told her to stay
quiet and tell me what she hears or was commented on in her head, and she claims its pure blankness.
So I looked into it, this Neuroscientist had a stroke and explains her right hemisphere of her brain shut off and her inner voice shut off, and she
could see digital airwaves, and basically other dimension.
Now this leads me on to the second type of voice...witch infact got me started on examining the first voice(internal voice)I started experimenting
with '___' or dimethyltryptamine (the most powerful hallucinogenic known to man) this compound it said to be released at birth,death and when
dreaming, its thought to be released from the pineal gland.
Anyway it is the most astonishing thing you can do whilst alive, this is said by everyone who has taken it, including me.
Ok so long story short I visited other dimensions, spoke to aliens, experienced things you cannot imagine, literally leaves you jaw hanging(I am not
here to squabble about dmt it just leads me to my second voice). Anyway I over did it, I was unaware people did not do this compound often, as to how
powerful it is, and took it every night for 3 months (apparently even shamans only take it once or twice a month, but in Ayahuasca form) and on my
last night of taking '___' I did a triple dose...
I fu*ked my self up I had the most obliterating fully conscious inter dimensional experience it believe you can have whilst still alive. A quick list
of things that happened, Saw the tunnel you go up when you die, saw me in another lifetimes, experience timelessness, saw life in non-logical way, saw
my inner mind, saw the most horrendous places and most beautiful places all simultaneously. All with the most brutal feeling coursing through my body,
skin felt like it was falling off or vibrating off, spine had electric screaming through to my eyeballs...my inner voice was trying to comment all the
time still, it was also saying this is the chakra filters opening, you have gone too far now you are opened to all that is around you...like viruses
on a computer. ANYWAY that #ed me up I couldn't sleep for 5 days an hour here and there, when ever I shut my eyes I saw things CLEARLY behind my
This is where the second voice comes in. So about 2 weeks later I am slowly getting back to normal, from what I am sure was and extreme case of post
traumatic stress. Then I am laying down about to fall asleep, I have been lying for about 2 minutes then I hear my name shouted in my head lets just
say its ROBERT! but I am always addressed by a shorter version of my name like Rob.
Now when I tell this story, people always say how do you know it wasn't someone else calling you. Well let me tell you, when you hear a voice shouting
in your head, you know it! I was exactly like hearing it in real life just as loud and clear but from the centre of your head an with its own voice
tone. Nothing like the internal monologue.
Then a few days later whilst in sleeping the same thing happened as I was sleeping, it shocked me out of my sleep, and I knew immediately it was that
voice again. Then the third time as I was trying to get to sleep again a horrendous scream for about 2 second happened, it was like a horror movie
scream and was really thought provoking. The voices only happened over about a month and have now stopped. But I can totally relate to people who say
the hear real voices now. YOU, can definitely open doors or frequencies in your mind witch make hearing other dimensions possible.
I am young very healthy clear minded guy and I know I reprogrammed my brain or at least opened its doors if only for a while. I also woke up from
dreaming and things where in the room with me for like 2-3 seconds a few time but I will keep it about the voices as the OP wants.
I am completely back to normal now but its been a year and my entire view of everything is permanently changed. I am sure people experiencing voices
in their head really are. And I believe the inner monologue is our body not our soul. That's my opinion gathered through strong
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