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Originally posted by theghoster
I have had several bouts of depression in my life and still continue to suffer from it, today. When I'm particularly distressed, I have tendency to express my darker emotions to myself, out loud in the car. I think it is my bodies way of coping with darker moods. Anyway, while I was in the car going to my night job, I started yelling that I was tired of living an absurd life and that I wanted to "Get out this Universe" (basically, die).
What was weird was that one night I was talking with a co-worker. We were making jokes, when all of the sudden his face makes the calmest, most matter-of-fact expression I have every seen He looks directly at me with intent eyes and says "So, you're tired of living in the Universe, huh? So you want to get out of it, huh?" I got the burning sense from my co-worker (or whatever I was talking to) that it was annoyed, offended and ever-so-slightly messing with me.
At this point, I'm both shocked and ridiculously puzzled. How in the hell could my co-worker possibly have known that I said that in the car?. I was in the car, alone. I looked at him and asked him "What did you just say?". He looks at me puzzled and says "What?". It was like he had no clue what he had just said to me. He then walks away. Needless to say I was shocked.
I'm not sure what to make of this experience. Sometimes I wonder if I genuinely have offended the universe by saying I didn't want to be of and a part of it. Some days I just think I hallucinated it. I don't know, I'm usually a pretty rational and thoughtful guy. I don't like jumping to wild conclusion without proof, but this one experience I truly can't explain.
-Ghosteredit on 1-12-2012 by theghoster because: (no reason given)edit on 1-12-2012 by theghoster because: (no reason given)edit on 1-12-2012 by theghoster because: (no reason given)
Originally posted by sled735
I've had too many strange experience to post here. I made a thread back in February this year, and it is still going.
You and others may enjoy reading: www.abovetopsecret.com...
My personal experiences are spread out all through the thread.