posted on Dec, 2 2012 @ 08:32 AM
I really understand your frustations , its indeed like there are 2 types of human : the one that destroy's everything and the one that creates.
I am really sensitive to injustice , to a point where my blood starts boiling when im in situations where any human is not treaten as equal , its
usually other humans i care about cause i know there is not any power in the world that will get me on my knees.
i had incidents where i would be in the local supermarket and some customer would be very agressive and harrasing towards the staff ,trowing objects
etc , i would calmly walk towards the customer , like im up to nothing and when i was near him i would strike him with full force fist on the face ,
just to take him out of combat pre emptive before he could do anything to the staffmember , wich was like a teen girl or boy who are barely capable to
defend themself against a adult male.
I am not agressive in any way though , i have a fight like once each 10 years , purely in self defense , this has multiple reasons , the first is very
personal , being diagnosed with ADHD from a young age , i cant afford to get into a fight because then i will lose all control over myself , both
mentally and physically , i am well aware of this , so i always try and fix things through talking or other passive means of situation control
The second reason is i live by a strict moral code dedicated to serve others , its kinda hard to explain this state of mind in English writings ( wich
is not my native language as you all noticed in my grammar )
I just believe that in order to succeed as a Civilisation the stronger amongst us must carry the ones that are less strong instead of wiping them
The only way i can see how you can fight injustice is by fighting back , but that will slowly makes you the Beast that you tried to destroy.
I would trade in my passport or "place" in my country anyday if i could give it to a young child stuck in a war , heavy traumatised and family
members who have been killed , i wouldnt last a month , but i would be proud to know i gave someone a chance they really deserved , too bad such
things are not possible by law.