There are p-eople in this world no one loves, i hate to say.
Maybe they are unlucky, maybe they are just screwing it up for themselves and maybe they seem to flat out deserve it, but I know it can't be a good
in this world I have wondered if love outside of association (family) is even real and it seems that this is my goal to find... to prove to myself
that it's real and not just based on fears of doing without or being without what you know and feel akin to.
I have felt lucky to not only have a decent family but to feel that other kind of love as well, that "just because" type of love. I firmly believe
that if it wasn't for that, the feeling of being loved... I probably wouldn't be here right now and even if I was, I would be struggling. I believe it
is a terrible, terrible thing... to never feel any kind of special bonds with anyone.
All these things may be fleeting, but I know it is what keeps me going and for that I am grateful... and for someone deserving I can gladly return the
favor. That much I know I can do.
To those of you who may have been told a thousand times that you were loved, but never really felt an unbreakable moment in time where for you, it was
not based on conditions or conveniences, but for who you are... I'm sorry and I hope that one day something changes your mind.
Life would not be worth living without it in my opinion.
edit on 26-11-2012 by NotAnAspie because: (no reason given)