Well, I have to get this out. I'm stressed out, been drowning my sorrows too often lately. Over a girl.
Not just some girl. I gave this girl her first kiss back in the fifth grade, and she was my first love, she's a woman now. Im 21 now. After elementary
school we kind of lost touch, and recently we have been back in contact, Hanging out a couple times a week, watching movies, cuddling, kissing, no sex
She has a 3 year old son from another guy, who is involved in the childs life. Which is good, and I am ok with it. She hasn't been with him for over a
Her son is awesome, and he likes me. We get along great.
She is an independent, beautiful, amazing woman now, and a great mom. She has her stuff together.
Never been with a girl as adult as her.
The first few times we hung out were great. I was able to leave, and get on with my life.
Now the feelings have come back HARD!
I can't stop thinking about her, and what if's.
Im trying to keep it subtle so I don't come on too strong, I have let some of my feelings slip out though.
I believe now that she has a child she needs to be sure that I will be not only the right man for her, but for her son as well.
I have never dated a woman with a child, And I am not quite sure of the best way I can go about making her accept me. I've been doing the best I can,
and just being myself so far.
I feel like letting my feelings out to her, It sucks keeping them, Im sure some of you know that. But I am afraid that If I do she will get freaked
out and break it off. She wants to take it slow.
I need some advice on how to take it slow, so I don't screw this up.
I am ready to be her man, and be there for son and every way.
edit on 25-11-2012 by llmacgregor because: (no reason given)