Many of us here on ATS are single, widowed, without their extended families or have their spouses or DP overseas; I am one of them.

Even though I am married with young kids, I live 2500 miles from all my family. It has been over 16 years since I have had one with my parents, siblings, grandparents or cousins......So I know a part of loneliness that comes with this holiday.

If you are like me and feel a sense of depression and isolation: Thanksgiving wishes to you from me, a stranger. I am counting my blessings which lately have not been much. My father has stage 4 cancer and is dying and I cant get to him, so it is breaking my heart. What am I thankful for?

I am truly thankful for my husband and children

Today is my sons 7th Birthday and it is the only thing that has reawakened me to what it truly means to be thankful. We are celebrating his birthday, watching the parade on TV cause all kids love that, taking him to a movie and then eating out at Cracker Barrel for dinner......

I will be thinking of each and everyone one of you!!!!!
Love,
Starwise

Thanks for the kind thoughts. And I am deeply hurt to hear about anybody with cancer. I am a survivor myself..I know what hell it can be for everyone involved.

I am alone this Thanksgiving as well.

I made a similar thread wishing everyone a happy Thanksgiving earlier, but it wasn't nearly as heartfelt or eloquent as yours. Thanks

I know your family will be missing you too.

In the UK, we don't celebrate Thanksgiving, and it's sad because we have such a divide in our society at times that we could do with recharging those family oriented batteries and spending time with those who raised us and made s the people we are.

I'm sorry you can't spend this special time with the people you really care about, such as your parents.
I hope you have a really lovely day celebrating your son's birthday though.
Happy Thanksgiving.

rock on buddiez

Originally posted by Lulzaroonie
In the UK, we don't celebrate Thanksgiving, and it's sad because we have such a divide in our society at times that we could do with recharging those family oriented batteries and spending time with those who raised us and made s the people we are.

I'm sorry you can't spend this special time with the people you really care about, such as your parents.
I hope you have a really lovely day celebrating your son's birthday though.
Happy Thanksgiving.

Maybe you and yours can make up your own day of celebration. Pick a date that is special to everyone, then cook up a feast honoring all the things you and your family is thankful for....I know, easier said than done.....

Thank you and Blessings to you!!

Thanksgiving give us all the oppourtunity to appreciate and value what we have.

Happy Thanksgiving from a member of your ATS family.

To everyone.

Originally posted by NarcolepticBuddha
Thanks for the kind thoughts. And I am deeply hurt to hear about anybody with cancer. I am a survivor myself..I know what hell it can be for everyone involved.

I am alone this Thanksgiving as well.

I made a similar thread wishing everyone a Thanksgiving earlier, but it wasn't nearly as heartfelt or eloquent as yours. Thanks

I know your family will be missing you too.

You are not alone in spirit.

Thank you for your comment about my father. It is tough. He had his lung removed 4 years ago, now they have found out it has spread throughout his bladder and through the wall etc.....he is tired, sick and in pain and I cannot fly to be by his side. The pain is overwhelming but I must keep it together.

Blessings to you

Thank you Star Wise.

I lost my mom on Jan 21st 2011 to stage IV lung cancer. How it all transpired was just as hard as the actual death. I love in North Carolina. My family is mostly in West Virginia. My moms birthday is November 23rd, so naturally I would go home every thanksgiving for the holiday and her birthday. So on November 22nd of 2010 I went home. Mom had been in relatively good health, no major issues. We took her out to eat on her birthday the next night. Later that we rushed her to the ER for chest pain. It was all downhill after that. They confirmed that she had a heart attack, and within 2 days she was diagnosed with lung cancer and was told that she had less than a year to live. The doctors were amazed that she had show no hardcore symptoms till the heart attack.

I put my life on hold and stayed with her the entire time. She decided to try chemo. I honestly didn't want her too, because I knew it was going to make her feel even worse, but she wanted to fight, so of course I kept my opinion to myself. The chemo was awful for her. She passed away less than 2 months later on January 21st, 2011. Thanksgiving was always big for us and mom and I were very close. So these holidays are really hard for me. This is the second one without her and it seems harder than the first one. Perhaps I was still in a state of confusion and denial last year.

Regardless, just know that your post did indeed make a difference. It was nice to read it upon waking up this morning. I started a new tradition last year. I now cook dinner for me and my drummer/best friend. I understand what you are going through with your father. I have no great words of wisdom. All I can do is sympathize. Happy Thanksgiving to anyone else that is reading this thread.

Matt

At 73 I have outlived almost all of my blood family. My second wife died of cancer in 1995. My third wife decided she would rather be with her daughter and moved from Georgia to Illinois three years ago. You would think I have plenty to be sad about but you would be wrong.

I still have my health

I attend a church where I have made several good friends.

I enjoy being retired and love to write.

And last, but not least, I have many online and Facebook friends with whom I communicate regularly.

So I wish a happy Thanksgiving to all of you and encourage you to keep a positive attitude of thanks for what you do have and not dwell on what you have lost.

Originally posted by Starwise
Many of us here on ATS are single, widowed, without their extended families or have their spouses or DP overseas; I am one of them.

Even though I am married with young kids, I live 2500 miles from all my family. It has been over 16 years since I have had one with my parents, siblings, grandparents or cousins......So I know a part of loneliness that comes with this holiday.

If you are like me and feel a sense of depression and isolation: Thanksgiving wishes to you from me, a stranger. I am counting my blessings which lately have not been much. My father has stage 4 cancer and is dying and I cant get to him, so it is breaking my heart. What am I thankful for?

I am truly thankful for my husband and children

Today is my sons 7th Birthday and it is the only thing that has reawakened me to what it truly means to be thankful. We are celebrating his birthday, watching the parade on TV cause all kids love that, taking him to a movie and then eating out at Cracker Barrel for dinner......

I will be thinking of each and everyone one of you!!!!!
Love,
Starwise

***as tears instantly begin to stream down my cheeks like endless rivers flowing to an ocean, as I bow my head, ***

"this should not be LORD~!, make a WAY where there seems no way .. smash the locked doors and barricaded restricted areas and cut through all the 'red-tape' & rip down the gates that will not allow Starwise and those who have replied to be reunited again with their family and friends! Perform the miracles of miracles that will silent even the one writing this because you love them in hopes that they will experience YOU as I have~!

I would ask for this as a present to me from You, personally. I will consider it done. Thank You"

Dear Starwise and to all here in replies,

I have spent a Christmas by myself with no place to go before, no close or not-so-close family called to check up on me, even close friends didn't stop by to say hi, on such a holiday, the very day the entire world celebrates together as one; I remained a stranger in my own land.

The above prayer may sound silly to some, but, i can tell you this, it's from a heart of empathy and love of my Spiritual Father and a fellow human being in hopes that you will know, there IS someone that knows what you're going though, right now.

Happy thanksgiving everyone

Sorry to hear about your dad.

Happy Thanksgiving.

On the general subject of being alone, we don't celebrate thanksgiving where I live but I will be alone on Christmas for the first time. I just wondered what you others do on holidays like thanksgiving, christmas, etc, when you are alone. I've signed up to help out at a soup kitchen kind of thing (may as well help others than sit at home drinking) but i'd like to know what other people do.