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Originally posted by GenesisDreadnaught
I'll admit what you said in the first post describes me, well the being overly polite part because I know have social anxiety and do secretly yearn to be a little more open and more sociable, but holidays don't bother me at all. In fact I prefer to be by myself.
Originally posted by Hefficide
I just wanted to thank everyone for posting here today and for sharing their own thoughts, stories, and feelings as well.
As for me, I survived Thanksgiving - but not unscathed. I made it through the family stuff pretty well and then did what most of us do after overeating. I fell asleep when I got home. Awhile ago I awoke from a nightmare - one that I used to have nightly. It's never exactly the same and is sometimes ( as tonight ) totally abstract and factually wrong - but the theme is always the same... it's of when my ex and I split up a few years back.
I often make the joke "time to up my dosage" in my posts. This time it's not a joke. I think it is time to up my dosage.
God those dreams always rip the soul right out of me.
~Heff
Originally posted by Hefficide
reply to post by scooter3200
Regarding hypnotherapy. One of my ex's is a licensed, professional hypnotherapist and she used to become livid with me because she could NOT hypnotize me. I, apparently, remain in an "alpha state" at all times and this somehow prevents suggestibility from taking root.
Regarding mental illness: I think that neurochemistry holds the answers. Oddly enough I once asked a very, very well known mental health professional why it is that we live in a society were we have twenty options available for old men who still want to have a bit of bedroom fun - but almost all of the new psychiatric medications are simply molecular bastardizations of the Prozac formula. His reply was that the pharmaceutical companies feel that there would not be enough profit in designing effective psychiatric drugs.
The silver lining to that cloud, I suppose, is that the way the world is going - and the way people are losing faith in it all, maybe that financial incentive will come to pass and the research and development will happen.
~Heffedit on 11/23/12 by Hefficide because: typo