Originally posted by kerazeesicko
Schizophrenia is a mental disorder that makes it hard to: Tell the difference between what is real and not real.
This is not an insult. Instead of coming on ATS..where they have their fair amount crazies..(who will only support your delusions) maybe go see a professional.
Instead of coming on ATS..where they have their fair amount crazies..(who will only support your delusions) maybe go see a professional.
Originally posted by kera1337
reply to post by SyntheticPerception
this is the first step in spiritual evolution, the feeling is like a rush of energy, probably from your hips too your brain, it is sexual energy, but can be used for the most beautyfull thing in the world, like an orgasm x100, keep practicing, google kundalini, and then merkabah, hope you understand, good luck
reply to post by Luckyxfactor
I am willing to share a few personal stories with you if you’re interested. Goodbye for now
unless it is a feeling of pure love, if it is a feeling of pure love you know it is a spirit of pure love, but if it feels sort of terrifying, even for a split second, and a little weird, or very unsettling then it is not a spirit of love but a spirit of evil, trust me on this, I've experienced it hundreds of times.
* Testing to see how the vibration of your spirit differs from theirs (If their spirit is a very very very low frequency vibration they are likely an evil spirit, the more you sin, the more you are evil, the more you will sync up, line up and be comfortable and feel less friction to an evil spirit, the same goes for a spirit of love, if you are a loving kind peaceful person your spirit vibration will rise and thus be more synced to a spirit of love)
* Possession, when your spirit and their spirit are full synced up, equally in the same mindset, love or evil, the evil spirit will attempt to possess your body, the spirit of love will *never* attempt such, spirits of peace and love will usually only walk through humans to say hi, if they are a loved one etc, but evil spirits have 1 purpose, 1 goal, to possess the bodies of mortals, for they never had a body and it's the #1 thing they covet, wish they had.
The fact that you have communicated with this spirit verbally is a bad sign, you've made every possible mistake concerning this evil spirit, I would cease all communications with it, and not only not do your little 'meditation' experiment again, but I would highly recommend the next 1,000 times an 'uncomfortable' spirit walks through you
Take it for what it's worth, but mark my words, I know for a 'fact' the experience you encountered was a spirit, likely evil.
Originally posted by SyntheticPerception
I am not looking for support by coming here. I am looking to raise awareness for others, or someone who may experience something like I went through. I follow my heart now, not my mind now.
edit on 22-11-2012 by SyntheticPerception because: (no reason given)
More communication was happening like I mentioned above. At this point in my life I had began meditating, but only at its most basic level. Laying on my back (not sleeping), fully aware and meditating like a newbie, I felt a presence in the room with me. Fear instantly enveloped me, and the presence went away. I would resume my newbie meditation and the presence would return. This "back and forth" exchange went on at most five times, until I heard the first "voice" other than my own inside my head.
It was very subtle at first, and I could not distinguish my thoughts from "its" thoughts. Then a clear "voice" (possibly my subconscious?) said
"Do not worry, everything will be ok"
The next thing I know I feel a sudden rush of (what felt like] electricity through my body. It happened fast. One sudden jolt, I freaked. Opened my eyes, looked around my living room and wondered what the #### just happened. Again I felt the presence come back. This time I was not meditating in the least.. more like flipping the #### out. The voice came back
"Everything will be ok, this will only take ten seconds"
I figured I may as well "go with it". The fortune cookie I received at lunch that day was brought to my mind "Fear is just excitement in need of an attitude adjustment." I laid back down on my couch, closed my eyes, and began "meditating". More like trying not to scream like a little girl.. If any "little girls" are reading this I mean you know disrespect.
I am not sure why (possibly my own fear), but I asked if I was allowed to see it. A clear reply came through