(This took way more space than I intended, I apologize for being so wordy. Again I am not trying to convince you ~ the reader ~ of anything. I honestly hope this message can find its way to someone who has experienced something like this too. The worst part is feeling alone with everything. After the above encounter ~ and other experiences the following day ~ I was taken by my family to a mental health facility. After spending seven days inside I finally came home, and my life is going extremely well)

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However, it was different than the first "voice". This was more of a "symbolical" communication, and less "vocal" in my mind. "It" showed me my bloodstream, and certain images flashed through my mind. The communication happens on MANY different levels. The "jest" of the message was clear, it was showing me "it" was in my blood.

As mentioned above, the following evening I found myself in the "nut house" trying to make sense of what happened. I also experienced a full blown episode of "psychosis" in the "hospital" that lasted a few days, I will not go into details now , but I will say that experience and certain things I have seen/see after changed the way I see the world around me. It also helped me make sense of many experiences and things I encountered as a child. You could say "I see the pieces fit" now.. well a good majority of them at least.. My life makes a lot more sense, while at the same time becoming more perplex.

If you have read all of this.. thank you for doing so.

I hope (at least part of you) you can understand this is not for you ~the reader~ this is for me. I know that comes out sounding selfish, but I am tired of hiding behind my own fear of these things I encounter. By sharing these experiences it helps me continue this path I am on with less fear. Because of the way I handled things previously ( I scared the #### out of those that love me), I do not speak with my family or friends about these things because I know they would be concerned.

Again thank you for reading.

Hopefully I decide to post and not erase all of this

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I want to add prior to this experience I had not researched much on the topic of "aliens". I didn't find ATS until a year or so after the mentioned encounter. I have always read the worlds "religious" text though, some considered canon, some not. I began reading about the Sumerian culture in my youth, and worked outwards from there.

I believe you.

Even though I have not had an experience like yours', I have read many accounts of other people who have. You definitely have more awareness than most people, and have the ability to perceive things that other people couldn't. This tends to make one think that they are crazy when, in fact, they are just perceiving things others cannot.

This is a special time on Earth, as times go, and there are many special people here right now. And you are one of them. Congratulations, my friend

AngelicView~

I think Byron once said that "Truth is stranger than Fiction", So why not.
I believe anything you can imagine exists somewhere, or you wouldn't be able to imagine it.
All we do is plug into the source and get our ideas from there.
I have also had some strange experiences while meditating, but not like your one.
The Electricity like feeling is common and on one occasion I heard a screech and felt like I had been hit by electricity between the eyes. That shook me up quite a bit I must say, I didn't meditate for a week or so after.

To the OP,

What you describe, the 'electric' being walking through you, I will continue to tell you how I describe the feeling, as these very same type of beings have walked through me on a regular basis, the fact that you can even 'feel' them is proof that you have a gift, the gift is the ability to discern or at least be aware of spirits, 'feel spirits'. What walked through you was a spirit not an E.T.,

How I describe the same event, as it has happened to me many times,

Like putting your hand in honey, molasses, that's how they walk through you, there is some resistance because we have our own electric force field aka spirit, they can walk through our body with no problem, it's walking through our spirit body which give a little friction, the 'electric' feel is short or long depending on their purpose, if it's quick it is perhaps to say hi, if it's long it's more for intimidation, I do not believe a long walk through a living being is ever meant to be anything other than intimidating, unless it is a feeling of pure love, if it is a feeling of pure love you know it is a spirit of pure love, but if it feels sort of terrifying, even for a split second, and a little weird, or very unsettling then it is not a spirit of love but a spirit of evil, trust me on this, I've experienced it hundreds of times.

What are they doing when they walk through your body to begin with?

I do not claim to have all knowledge concerning this, but this is my best guess.

* Intimidation
* Testing to see how the vibration of your spirit differs from theirs (If their spirit is a very very very low frequency vibration they are likely an evil spirit, the more you sin, the more you are evil, the more you will sync up, line up and be comfortable and feel less friction to an evil spirit, the same goes for a spirit of love, if you are a loving kind peaceful person your spirit vibration will rise and thus be more synced to a spirit of love)
* Why testing? To possess your body or to say hi and see if you can even acknowledge their existence, because 90% of humans can't even 'feel' do not have the gift to discern them they likely walk through thousands of humans before they find one not only with the gift but ones as willing as you.
* Possession, when your spirit and their spirit are full synced up, equally in the same mindset, love or evil, the evil spirit will attempt to possess your body, the spirit of love will *never* attempt such, spirits of peace and love will usually only walk through humans to say hi, if they are a loved one etc, but evil spirits have 1 purpose, 1 goal, to possess the bodies of mortals, for they never had a body and it's the #1 thing they covet, wish they had.

The fact that you have communicated with this spirit verbally is a bad sign, you've made every possible mistake concerning this evil spirit, I would cease all communications with it, and not only not do your little 'meditation' experiment again, but I would highly recommend the next 1,000 times an 'uncomfortable' spirit walks through you to not give any slightest of signs that you 'felt' or acknowledged it's existence, when you do this, it will eventually go away. But know this, because you have spiked it's interest, it will stalk you for the coming years, and if you are unlucky, it has accidentally or purposely mentioned your potential host, evil spirits are jealous, covetous, they want a perfect possession host and they can possibly even fight over you, in other words, 1, 2, 3 or more may attempt to do the regular frequent 'tests' to see how synced up and compatible you are to their spirit.

It is rare for verbal communication to take place, if such happens they are *really* interested in you. Again I highly recommend, and even warn, that you do not entice them back, this is what entices them the most.

* Talking back (They love attention, because up to 99% of humans don't acknowledge their existence they are very happy when someone does, attention is not something you want to give to an evil spirit).

* Showing any signs that you 'felt' them walk through you (Almost as bad as talking to them, their first test will be if you can feel them, if you can they are more likely to come back).

* Welcoming them (Meditation in and of itself is not a bad thing, but the type of meditation you describe I would say is not ideal, it literally lights up your spirit and points a 'this way' for all spirits in the area).

Again you can discern an 'evil' spirit from a 'good' spirit based on how loving/peaceful or uncomfortable/cold/awkward the spirit feels.

The above are a lifetime of 'secrets' I freely share to all, some would say mentioning them is throwing 'pearls before swine', I do not believe you are such, believe you are worthy to know the truth, but there are many on these forums I would consider to be 'swine' as mentioned in the analogy. Take it for what it's worth, but mark my words, I know for a 'fact' the experience you encountered was a spirit, likely evil.

Schizophrenia is a mental disorder that makes it hard to: Tell the difference between what is real and not real.

This is not an insult. Instead of coming on ATS..where they have their fair amount crazies..(who will only support your delusions) maybe go see a professional.

I want thank everyone for the replies. I am in a bit of a hurry but want to respond to a few messages.

Originally posted by kerazeesicko
Schizophrenia is a mental disorder that makes it hard to: Tell the difference between what is real and not real.

This is not an insult. Instead of coming on ATS..where they have their fair amount crazies..(who will only support your delusions) maybe go see a professional.

No insult taken, thank you for your concern. I want to mention this first experience happened two years ago. My first diagnoses was schizophrenia. I accepted the it and began taking anti-psychotic medicine. From mt personal experience the meds made things worse.

For instance on the meds, my dreams turned into nightmares unlike anything I had ever experienced. I felt like a disgusting, horrible person. Instead of having beautiful dreams where I felt something teaching (for lack of a batter word) me, they were replaced my horrid things on the medicine.

I chose to quit taking the medicine. I was on three different kinds.. I cant remember the exact names but risperdal (or something close), depacote, and one other. I stopped them all at once after about a week of taking them. When the "hallucinations" started returning I decided to get help, or see a therapist. I got really "lucky" you could say. I was able to get the top therapist in my area by way of "charity care", I do not have insurance.

I was in therapy for roughly 4 months, twice a week roughly. This therapist was amazing.. he did not judge me or call me crazy. He actually helped me work with my dreams and hallucinations. He provided me no answers.. but gave me room to "work" on things myself. We discussed many different aspect of my "diagnoses". He would remind me many times "I have never once called you schizophrenic, or crazy".

After those months working together, he arranged for me to have another evaluation. He said the "label" schizophrenia, does not fit my symptoms (I was to aware my situation) and was a huge block for me (mentally it was making things worse). My next evaluation landed me with a "epilepsy" diagnoses, although I still disagree it was better than the original. After all they have to diagnose you with something to receive funds for the treatment they provide.

My life has improved 100% since these events. I have learned so much about myself and this world I live in because of these things.

Instead of coming on ATS..where they have their fair amount crazies..(who will only support your delusions) maybe go see a professional.

I am not looking for support by coming here. I am looking to raise awareness for others, or someone who may experience something like I went through. I follow my heart now, not my mind now.

Thank you for the reply.

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Originally posted by SyntheticPerception
I am not looking for support by coming here. I am looking to raise awareness for others, or someone who may experience something like I went through. I follow my heart now, not my mind now.

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There's nothing wrong with the mind, for example how about the mind imagines the heart and a suitable situation for love to express itself?

Just wanted to wish you good luck with your contacts, take it easy and don't do anything which will get you into the 'nuthouse'.