posted on Nov, 19 2012 @ 10:32 AM
I wanted to start this thread few weeks ago but I was hesitant...because I don't know, I thought that nobody care, that I would look like a fool,
that people like myself are probably just delusional people that expect that tide will turn and something wonderful will happen, that this grim world
that we live in is all that is... As you can see I wasn't in the greatest of moods lately. Frankly anywhere I look I only see shades of gray and
it's not getting any brighter...
Anyway to get back to the topic, I started seeing 20:12 on my clock pretty extensively lately. Never been seeing those exact figures before. At least
very rarely. Almost a decade ago I started seeing 11:11, very often twice a day.
It lasted for...I don't know exactly, well I would say at least a
year and than it lost it's intensity. In last several months I saw every possible combination, like 12:12, 13:13, 2:22, 12:21 etc. I was quite
amused with it. I read lot of "explanations" and theories about it. Mainly that that is sort of a symbol or cue to make us aware of things to come,
to wake up up and so on...well I have awoken long ago and I've been waiting for sooo long and frankly I'm tired of waiting. Anyway, I think that
this 22. of December is sort of the last stand that I will make, in reference to my beliefs and expectations. After that if nothing happens I'll try
really hard to forget everything about the "dawn of the new era" and start accepting this world and this reality as only one possible...